Valerie's Page

Hi to all who visit this profile! :-)
It's "I" (Valerie) here! (forum name @t destini forum:Val)
I'm new at this "I express" myself social network and new at the destini forum website. My primary language is not English....but i would like to share my experiences by writing myself to freedom with you all...so i'll try to do the best i can to express myself through words.

I've always been a quiet, sensitive person, more of an observer. Observing all people and the world around me. Just experiencing life. But at the same time i felt very comfortable being who i was/am.
As a child growing up, it was very difficult for me to express myself through words...(so at this very moment: I forgive myself for allowing myself to think that i find it difficult to express myself through words...I forgive myself for i have allowed myself to believe in this mind construct i have created and for always being insecure in expressing myself through words).
At this very moment that i'm writing this, i forgive myself for now finding it difficult and feeling insecure while i'm writing myself to freedom expressing myself through words. Guess at some point i realized the power that went out from words, thoughts, emotions and feelings...

A few weeks ago while watching some videoclips at youtube....radomly by chance, by accindent whatever you wanna call it...i found Destini Productions...or is it that: "I found myself at Destini" ;-) I must say, it was a very revealing realization of myself while watching the videos. Mindblowing..WOW! So now I am here expressing myself!hehehe...

A realization I had in these days about myself...since applying self-honesty and self-forgiveness is:
That i no longer want to allow myself..to participate in creating a world of self-deception and illusions. I refuse to accept this as reality! For that is not who i am!! I somewhat..had a little bit of emotions going on there also...being sad, angry and frustrated at the world, for that being angry at myself for what we as human beings have allowed, this madness within our world/ourselves today to come this far. This was a realization of me experiencing Valerie, as myself, as me within this moment as on and equal, as all with the world around me and within me. I thank you all for opening my eyes!