Daily Interdimensional Diary:13 November 2008:Part Eight (Section 19)
Daily Interdimensional Diary:13 November 2008
God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 19)
Continuing with the Practical Corrective Application Assessment.
PRACTICAL CORRECTIVE APPLICATION ASSESSMENT:
Section 4: (As Discussed in Part Eight Section 12)
Practical Corrective Action to be taken:
Question:
How am I to practically assist and support myself to not accept or allow myself to continue the existence of me as inferiority, which only manifest the ‘polarity-game-playout’ in conflicting/confrontational experiences with my mother for example, which only always end up with us both in a fight in a turmoil of emotions and feelings.
Corrective Action Statement:
The moment I experience within me, that my mother is ‘manifesting her authority over and of me,’ and I accept and allow myself to react towards her. I know that I am accepting and allowing myself to participate in inferiority within me, projecting the polarity opposite of what I am participating within me as inferiority, towards her as superiority/authority.
The moment, the justification within me exists of me experiencing my mother ‘claiming her to be right and be to be wrong,’ and the experience of me as ‘being stupid/nothing’ overwhelm me.
I know that this is self-dishonest, because I am using this as an excuse to want to defend my accepted and allowed existence of inferiority and at the same time, my refusal to see that my mother is reflecting me to myself as the part of me as superiority/authority that I exist as towards others in my world.
Note:
Within Section 4, most of the corrective action statements consisted of ‘personality-designs’ as ‘parts of self’ that is to be investigated further – which I have mentioned we’ll be discussing within another part within this document.
Therefore, within this section in exploring self corrective action to be applied – is to how to practically assist and support self to when noticing/seeing a ‘personality-design’ emerge – how to ‘in the moment stop’ to not ‘go into it’ to ‘reactivate’ an ‘personality-design.’
Though realize, this is not the ‘solution’ – but a ‘temporary-momentary’ self assistance and support method – to from here, investigate the origin/cause of the ‘emergence’ of the personality-design’ within and as you – from the cause/origin stop the existence of you as such a ‘personality-design.’
Here, the ‘personality-design’ to be investigated further as discussed within Part Eight Section 12 is the ‘polarity accepted and allowed existence’ of ‘inferiority-superiority.’
How to assist and support self within a ‘temporary-momentary’ self corrective action expression when you see/realize/notice you’re accepting and allowing yourself to participate / reactivate a ‘personality-design’ such as accepted and allowed ‘inferiority?’
Within the first statement made here above, the insight/understanding/realization exists that when a thought manifests within you towards your mother for example such as: ‘SHE’S manifesting HER AUTHORITY over/of me’ and you accept and allow yourself to react within you towards her perceived expression towards you: You know that the thought indicates that you’re accepting and allowing yourself to participate in inferiority, projecting the polarity opposite of what you’re participating within you as inferiority, towards her as superiority/authority within the manifestation of the thought: ‘SHE’S manifesting HER AUTHORITY over/of me’.
Also, this indicates – by the very accepted and allowed reaction within you towards her perceived ‘authoritative / superior’ stance over and of you – that she’s reflecting a ‘part of you’ as ‘authoritative / superior’ that you ‘act out / exert’ towards others – exactly as your mother is expressing towards you.
This reaction due to your accepted and allowed self-defined existence as ‘inferior’ as your experience towards your mother that manifest as a ‘polarity opposite projected thought’ towards her as well as your reaction towards her indicating that she’s reflecting a ‘part of you’ back to you, and we’ll discuss further within the ‘personality-designs’ Part within this document.
For the moment, to assist and support yourself practically within the ‘temporary-momentary’ self corrective action – is to when a thought manifests within you of: ‘SHE’S manifesting HER AUTHORITY over/of me’ – you now know/understand/realize that this immediately indicate that this is but a perception manifesting within you – due to you accepting and allowing yourself to experience inferiority towards her.
If you were to accept/allow yourself to ‘follow the thought’ – your reactions within you will only culminate – so, the moment such a thought manifest, you stop it within you by simply ‘stating out loud within yourself’ STOP or DELETE and breathe in and breathe out until the reactions within you subside.
Or when the reactions still continue – simply state to your mother for example: ‘Let’s continue this conversation in a moment, I’m very reactive within me and I would prefer having this conversation with me being stable and clear within myself, instead of speaking from within all sorts of reactions that are coming up inside of me.’
The same goes for the moment you accept or allow yourself to experience reactions within you towards your mother’s particular expression towards you – you now know/understand/realize that such an immediate reaction indicate that she, in her particular specific expression is reflecting a ‘part of you’ which you also exists as and acts out / exert towards others - hence the reaction.
Herein, in the moment of such a reaction – it is to practically assist and support yourself to not accept or allow yourself to ‘continue participation’ in such an immediate reaction – but to stop yourself here in and as breath from further proliferating such a reaction within you, through simply stopping yourself from continuing participation in such a reaction.
If it’s necessary, close your eyes for a moment and breathe – a deep breath in and a deep breath out, in the out-breath, literally letting go and releasing the ‘immediate-reaction’ that manifested within you towards your mother.
The ‘temporary-momentary’ self assistance and support self corrective action to be taken here is:
Expression:
Self Discipline within Self Honest Self-Resolve
Practical Living Action of Expression as Self Responsibility:
To immediately stop within self the moment a thought manifests of: ‘SHE’S manifesting HER AUTHORITY over/of me’ – as in self honest, self realization – this indicates accepted and allowed ‘reactivation’ / ‘participation’ within a personality-design as ‘inferiority’ and continued participation in such a thought fuelling / perpetuating reactions is accepted and allowed self deception.
To immediately stop within self the moment an immediate reaction is experienced towards your mother, as in self honest self realization – this indicates that she’s reflecting a part of you back to yourself, hence the reaction. And continued accepted and allowed participation / proliferation of such a reaction and continuing to express/speak in and as such a reaction is accepted and allowed self-dishonesty.
Within both ‘points’ – self disciplined self resolve is to be lived to practically STOP and simply not continuing in ‘following the thought believing it to be valid’ and simply not continuing in participating / compounding the immediate reaction experienced – because continuation imply deliberate self-validation of a personality-design to which self has defined self, instead of being, living self honesty through stopping.
Practical Support to Apply the Practical Living Action of Expression as Self Responsibility:
Stopping the thought in the moment through stating within self: STOP! Or DELETE!.
Stopping the reaction in the moment within and as breath, through taking a deep breath in and a deep breath out, within the out breath, unconditionally releasing and letting go of the immediate reaction experienced to ensure that it doesn’t compound/culminate within and as self – as this would initiate the conflict/confrontation to lead to / end up into and as the inevitable fight.
As I have mentioned before, if/when the thoughts and reactions continue to proliferate – suggested to end the conversation, to continue the conversation another moment – to first assist and support self to slow down here in and as breath to not accept or allow self to continue acting within reactive emotions, feelings and thoughts as accepted and allowed self dishonesty. But rather return to the moment when self is stable, certain here in and as breath.
Understand, as I have mentioned, the ‘temporary-momentary’ self corrective-action to be lived is to when you see/notice you for example ‘going into’ or ‘reactivating’ a ‘personality-design’ such as inferiority through manifesting a thought of: ‘SHE’S manifesting HER AUTHORITY over/of me’ or immediately reacting towards your mother’s (for example) particular expression towards you.
Because within you for example, reactivating through manifesting such a thought or reaction within you: Alarm – because this indicates that you haven’t yet ‘resolved’ or ‘directed’ you within such accepted and allowed manifested reactions self honestly and such reactions are simply revealing/showing you this.
Therefore, it is to apply/live the ‘temporary-momentary’ self corrective action application with regards to ‘personality-designs’ that emerge – and to from here practically assist and support yourself to identify/investigate such ‘personality-designs’ and the origin of them – to once and for all cease the existence of you as such ‘personality-designs.’
Hence the reason why it is referred to as ‘temporary-momentary’ self corrective action applications – as from here – it is to identify/originate the origin/source/cause of the existence of you as such ‘personality-designs’ – to once and for all stop existing as such ‘personality-designs.’
Therefore also why such ‘temporary-momentary’ self corrective action applications with regards to ‘personality-designs’ such as inferiority are not the solution – reactions and thoughts will only continue and proliferate if you don’t direct you and resolve the actual point that is the manifested cause/origin/source of you accepting/allowing yourself to exist as/within such a ‘personality-design.’
Therefore me emphasizing the point with regards to ‘temporary-momentary’ self corrective action applications not being the solution – but only a practical method with which to assist and support you when you see/notice/realize you going into a personality-design such as inferiority to not continue participation in such a personality-design as inferiority. Not to ‘abuse’ such ‘temporary-momentary’ self corrective action applications as a means to procrastinate or postpone you assisting and supporting yourself to identify the origin/cause of such personality-designs as inferiority.
Bruce L.
Edited by: Darryl Thomas
God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 19)
Continuing with the Practical Corrective Application Assessment.
PRACTICAL CORRECTIVE APPLICATION ASSESSMENT:
Section 4: (As Discussed in Part Eight Section 12)
Practical Corrective Action to be taken:
Question:
How am I to practically assist and support myself to not accept or allow myself to continue the existence of me as inferiority, which only manifest the ‘polarity-game-playout’ in conflicting/confrontational experiences with my mother for example, which only always end up with us both in a fight in a turmoil of emotions and feelings.
Corrective Action Statement:
The moment I experience within me, that my mother is ‘manifesting her authority over and of me,’ and I accept and allow myself to react towards her. I know that I am accepting and allowing myself to participate in inferiority within me, projecting the polarity opposite of what I am participating within me as inferiority, towards her as superiority/authority.
The moment, the justification within me exists of me experiencing my mother ‘claiming her to be right and be to be wrong,’ and the experience of me as ‘being stupid/nothing’ overwhelm me.
I know that this is self-dishonest, because I am using this as an excuse to want to defend my accepted and allowed existence of inferiority and at the same time, my refusal to see that my mother is reflecting me to myself as the part of me as superiority/authority that I exist as towards others in my world.
Note:
Within Section 4, most of the corrective action statements consisted of ‘personality-designs’ as ‘parts of self’ that is to be investigated further – which I have mentioned we’ll be discussing within another part within this document.
Therefore, within this section in exploring self corrective action to be applied – is to how to practically assist and support self to when noticing/seeing a ‘personality-design’ emerge – how to ‘in the moment stop’ to not ‘go into it’ to ‘reactivate’ an ‘personality-design.’
Though realize, this is not the ‘solution’ – but a ‘temporary-momentary’ self assistance and support method – to from here, investigate the origin/cause of the ‘emergence’ of the personality-design’ within and as you – from the cause/origin stop the existence of you as such a ‘personality-design.’
Here, the ‘personality-design’ to be investigated further as discussed within Part Eight Section 12 is the ‘polarity accepted and allowed existence’ of ‘inferiority-superiority.’
How to assist and support self within a ‘temporary-momentary’ self corrective action expression when you see/realize/notice you’re accepting and allowing yourself to participate / reactivate a ‘personality-design’ such as accepted and allowed ‘inferiority?’
Within the first statement made here above, the insight/understanding/realization exists that when a thought manifests within you towards your mother for example such as: ‘SHE’S manifesting HER AUTHORITY over/of me’ and you accept and allow yourself to react within you towards her perceived expression towards you: You know that the thought indicates that you’re accepting and allowing yourself to participate in inferiority, projecting the polarity opposite of what you’re participating within you as inferiority, towards her as superiority/authority within the manifestation of the thought: ‘SHE’S manifesting HER AUTHORITY over/of me’.
Also, this indicates – by the very accepted and allowed reaction within you towards her perceived ‘authoritative / superior’ stance over and of you – that she’s reflecting a ‘part of you’ as ‘authoritative / superior’ that you ‘act out / exert’ towards others – exactly as your mother is expressing towards you.
This reaction due to your accepted and allowed self-defined existence as ‘inferior’ as your experience towards your mother that manifest as a ‘polarity opposite projected thought’ towards her as well as your reaction towards her indicating that she’s reflecting a ‘part of you’ back to you, and we’ll discuss further within the ‘personality-designs’ Part within this document.
For the moment, to assist and support yourself practically within the ‘temporary-momentary’ self corrective action – is to when a thought manifests within you of: ‘SHE’S manifesting HER AUTHORITY over/of me’ – you now know/understand/realize that this immediately indicate that this is but a perception manifesting within you – due to you accepting and allowing yourself to experience inferiority towards her.
If you were to accept/allow yourself to ‘follow the thought’ – your reactions within you will only culminate – so, the moment such a thought manifest, you stop it within you by simply ‘stating out loud within yourself’ STOP or DELETE and breathe in and breathe out until the reactions within you subside.
Or when the reactions still continue – simply state to your mother for example: ‘Let’s continue this conversation in a moment, I’m very reactive within me and I would prefer having this conversation with me being stable and clear within myself, instead of speaking from within all sorts of reactions that are coming up inside of me.’
The same goes for the moment you accept or allow yourself to experience reactions within you towards your mother’s particular expression towards you – you now know/understand/realize that such an immediate reaction indicate that she, in her particular specific expression is reflecting a ‘part of you’ which you also exists as and acts out / exert towards others - hence the reaction.
Herein, in the moment of such a reaction – it is to practically assist and support yourself to not accept or allow yourself to ‘continue participation’ in such an immediate reaction – but to stop yourself here in and as breath from further proliferating such a reaction within you, through simply stopping yourself from continuing participation in such a reaction.
If it’s necessary, close your eyes for a moment and breathe – a deep breath in and a deep breath out, in the out-breath, literally letting go and releasing the ‘immediate-reaction’ that manifested within you towards your mother.
The ‘temporary-momentary’ self assistance and support self corrective action to be taken here is:
Expression:
Self Discipline within Self Honest Self-Resolve
Practical Living Action of Expression as Self Responsibility:
To immediately stop within self the moment a thought manifests of: ‘SHE’S manifesting HER AUTHORITY over/of me’ – as in self honest, self realization – this indicates accepted and allowed ‘reactivation’ / ‘participation’ within a personality-design as ‘inferiority’ and continued participation in such a thought fuelling / perpetuating reactions is accepted and allowed self deception.
To immediately stop within self the moment an immediate reaction is experienced towards your mother, as in self honest self realization – this indicates that she’s reflecting a part of you back to yourself, hence the reaction. And continued accepted and allowed participation / proliferation of such a reaction and continuing to express/speak in and as such a reaction is accepted and allowed self-dishonesty.
Within both ‘points’ – self disciplined self resolve is to be lived to practically STOP and simply not continuing in ‘following the thought believing it to be valid’ and simply not continuing in participating / compounding the immediate reaction experienced – because continuation imply deliberate self-validation of a personality-design to which self has defined self, instead of being, living self honesty through stopping.
Practical Support to Apply the Practical Living Action of Expression as Self Responsibility:
Stopping the thought in the moment through stating within self: STOP! Or DELETE!.
Stopping the reaction in the moment within and as breath, through taking a deep breath in and a deep breath out, within the out breath, unconditionally releasing and letting go of the immediate reaction experienced to ensure that it doesn’t compound/culminate within and as self – as this would initiate the conflict/confrontation to lead to / end up into and as the inevitable fight.
As I have mentioned before, if/when the thoughts and reactions continue to proliferate – suggested to end the conversation, to continue the conversation another moment – to first assist and support self to slow down here in and as breath to not accept or allow self to continue acting within reactive emotions, feelings and thoughts as accepted and allowed self dishonesty. But rather return to the moment when self is stable, certain here in and as breath.
Understand, as I have mentioned, the ‘temporary-momentary’ self corrective-action to be lived is to when you see/notice you for example ‘going into’ or ‘reactivating’ a ‘personality-design’ such as inferiority through manifesting a thought of: ‘SHE’S manifesting HER AUTHORITY over/of me’ or immediately reacting towards your mother’s (for example) particular expression towards you.
Because within you for example, reactivating through manifesting such a thought or reaction within you: Alarm – because this indicates that you haven’t yet ‘resolved’ or ‘directed’ you within such accepted and allowed manifested reactions self honestly and such reactions are simply revealing/showing you this.
Therefore, it is to apply/live the ‘temporary-momentary’ self corrective action application with regards to ‘personality-designs’ that emerge – and to from here practically assist and support yourself to identify/investigate such ‘personality-designs’ and the origin of them – to once and for all cease the existence of you as such ‘personality-designs.’
Hence the reason why it is referred to as ‘temporary-momentary’ self corrective action applications – as from here – it is to identify/originate the origin/source/cause of the existence of you as such ‘personality-designs’ – to once and for all stop existing as such ‘personality-designs.’
Therefore also why such ‘temporary-momentary’ self corrective action applications with regards to ‘personality-designs’ such as inferiority are not the solution – reactions and thoughts will only continue and proliferate if you don’t direct you and resolve the actual point that is the manifested cause/origin/source of you accepting/allowing yourself to exist as/within such a ‘personality-design.’
Therefore me emphasizing the point with regards to ‘temporary-momentary’ self corrective action applications not being the solution – but only a practical method with which to assist and support you when you see/notice/realize you going into a personality-design such as inferiority to not continue participation in such a personality-design as inferiority. Not to ‘abuse’ such ‘temporary-momentary’ self corrective action applications as a means to procrastinate or postpone you assisting and supporting yourself to identify the origin/cause of such personality-designs as inferiority.
Bruce L.
Edited by: Darryl Thomas
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