Daily Interdimensional Diary:23 October 2008:Part Eight (Section 10)
Daily Interdimensional Diary:
23 October 2008
God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 10)
Within this document, we’ll embark on the process of going through each specific self forgiveness statement we expressed within the previous document and move with you through each one individually, as the questions to be asked that’ll assist and support you with how to assist and support yourself with insights/understandings/realisations within the self forgiveness that you applied to ‘follow through your self forgiveness to its completeness’, to assist and support you within the inevitable step of self-change practically here in and as the physical.
Step by Step Process of Question to Assist and Support with Insights/Understandings/Realisations:
1.
Written Word of Experience:
I immediately, instantaneously react in a surge of emotions/feelings when in a conflicting/confrontational situation with my Mother.
Self Forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to immediately, instantaneously react in a surge of emotions/feelings when in a conflicting/confrontational situation with my mother.
Insight/Understanding/Realisation:
Questions:
What is my reaction of emotions/feelings revealing of what I am accepting and allowing within myself?
1. It’s showing me, that I’m accepting and allowing myself to immediately give into the emotions/feelings that suddenly come up.
2. It’s showing me that I’m not yet stable and constant and am still accepting and allowing myself to react in the emotions and feelings that surge up inside of me.
3. It’s showing me that I’m not here as breath in the moment as constant and stable as breath that is me, but immediately go into the mind and accept and allow myself to participate in the surge of emotions and feelings as reaction that manifest of the mind.
4. It’s showing me that I’m accepting and allowing myself to be directed by reactions as emotions and feelings that surge up, instead of being self-directive and not accepting and allowing myself to participate in the reactions of emotions/feelings that come up.
5. Therefore, showing me – that I am still reacting in emotions/feeling existent within myself.
(Suggested here to also within the insights/understandings/realizations to assist and support you within self forgiveness as follows: )
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to immediately give into the emotions/feelings that suddenly come up.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to remain stable and constant here in breath, but still accepted and allowed myself to react in the emotions and feelings that surge up inside of me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to remain here one and equal constant and stable as breath that is me in the moment, but accepted and allowed myself to immediately go into the mind because I accepted and allowed myself to participate in the reaction of emotions/feelings.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed by emotions and feelings as reactions that come up inside of me, instead of me being self-directive and stopping me from accepting and allowing myself to participate in the reaction of emotions/feelings that come up inside of me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to continue reacting in emotions/feelings existent within myself.
Practical Corrective Action to be taken:
How am I to practically assist and support myself to not accept or allow myself to again walk down the same road I’ve always walked, through immediately reacting, which leads to the inevitable experience of emotional/feeling turmoil which leads to the inevitable fight which leaves me experiencing myself not so comfortably?
To assist and support myself here in and as breath and remain constant and stable in and as breath; as breath itself as me is constant and stable – and simply not accept or allow myself to immediately react to/towards my mother or give into the surge of emotional / feeling turmoil within me.
But breathe through the reaction if it dare to move and stop me here in self directiveness in the moment in and as breath from accepting and allowing the reaction to accumulate to emotional/feeling turmoil and no more accept or allow myself to be directed by emotions/feelings as reactive responses.
(Suggested here to also assist and support you within self forgiveness as follows: )
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to immediately react and fall into the following of my emotional/feeling reaction of mind – instead of remaining stable and constant here in the moment one and equal as breath that is constant and stable.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall into the experience of emotions/feeling as reaction that came up inside of me, instead of stopping me here in the moment of breath in self directiveness and not accepting and allowing the reaction to accumulate to emotional/feeling turmoil.
2.
Written Word of Experience:
Especially in moments when I experience that she’s not hearing me, not listening to what I have to say and not understanding me.
Self Forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to especially react in a surge of emotions/feelings when I experience within myself that she’s not hearing me, not listening to what I have to say and not understanding me.
Insight/Understanding/Realisation:
What is me experiencing an reaction within myself when I think she’s not hearing me, not listening to what I have to say and not understanding me, revealing of what I am accepting and allowing within myself?
1. Firstly, the very point of reacting within myself, when I ‘experiencing/think’ within me, that she’s not hearing me, not listening to what I have to say and not understanding me – indicate a ‘point’ I am not considering within which I’m not self-honest – what is it?
2. SHE’S not listening, SHE’S not hearing, SHE’S not understanding = this is blame, directing an experience within myself towards my mother.
3. Blame would indicate that I am projecting myself unto my mother, blame is shifting responsibility to another to not have to take self-responsibility, because blame seems easier
4. Therefore, I’m blaming her for what I’m actually accepting and allowing inside myself
5. Blaming my mother from the perspective that SHE’S the one that’s not hearing, understanding or listening – is showing me, that I’m actually the one that’s not hearing, listening or understanding her and therefore, I’m not hearing, listening or understanding myself.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize that if I react to an experience/thought within me, directed to/towards someone else, that I am accepting and allowing myself to be self-dishonest in accepting and allowing myself to participate and act in such an experience/thought.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to direct blame towards my mother – blaming her for not listening to what I have to say, not hearing me and not understanding me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that me projecting blame unto my mother, is me attempting to shift responsibility through shifting blame towards her so that I don’t have to take self responsibility for what I accept and allow within me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame her for what I am accepting and allowing within myself.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that by/through me blaming her from the perspective that SHE’S the one not listening, hearing or understanding me –that I am in the very act of such blame – showing to me that I’m actually the one not listening, hearing or understanding her – and therefore indicating, that I’m not hearing, listening or understanding myself.
Practical Corrective Action to be taken:
How am I to practically assist and support myself in the moment, to not accept or allow myself to direct blame towards another as an attempt to shift responsibility through an experience/thought that come up inside myself to which I usually react that is directed to/towards the other?
I will immediately assist and support myself in the moment to stop myself from continuing participating in the reaction that come up inside of me related to the thought/belief/perception as ‘experience’ that come up, that she’s not hearing me, not listening to me and not understanding me.
In this moment such an thought/belief/perception come up – I will ‘slow down’ here in and as breath, stop myself slowly from accepting and allowing myself to continue participating in the reaction that come up together with the experience/thought/belief/perception.
Because I understand that such a thought/belief/perception that come up as ‘she not hearing me, not listening to me and not understanding me’ – is revealing to me that I’m actually the one not hearing, understanding or listening to what she’s expressing here in the moment.
Therefore, within this understanding, realization and insight – I take self responsibility for me, stop the reaction through not participating in such an assumption/belief/perception and actually slow down here in and as breath and HEAR HERE as breath calmly and stable as breath that is me.
Thus, not accepting or allowing myself to follow perceptions/ideas/assumptions/beliefs that form towards another as blame – but actually hear the words that is being said and in common sense self honesty communicate what I see here in the moment as breath and not accepting/allowing myself to speak in/of reaction of mind, because I know already where that road ends – NO MORE!
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to stop myself from participating in such a thought/belief/perception/assumption that come up within me, but instead accepted and allowed myself to believe that is real and true which manifested the experience of reactive emotional/feeling turmoil within me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize that all that is real is breath here.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to immediately stop myself from accepting and allowing myself to participate in the reaction that came up inside of me, because of a thought/belief/perception/assumption that formed inside of me towards another – indicating already accepted and allowed self-dishonesty as shifting blame towards another for me not taking self responsibility for what is experienced within me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to ‘slow myself down here in and as breath’ when emotions and feelings surge up inside of me, but instead accepted and allowed myself to continue my self-dishonest participation in emotions/feelings of mind, which I know/understand is not who I am.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to take self responsibility for me, by assisting and supporting me to not accept/allow myself to continue participating in emotions/feelings but to remain stable, constant here in and as breath that is me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to listen to what my mind has to say, therefore not hearing or understanding what my mother is saying, therefore not hearing or understanding me here, because I am not HERE as BREATH – but accepted and allowed myself to direct blame towards her, that she’s the one not hearing, listening or understanding = when all the while it was me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to HEAR HERE as BREATH that is me the other that is me – but instead accepted and allowed myself to listen to what my mind had to say in separation of me HERE as BREATH – already indicating that I’m not here as breath in self honesty, but accepting and allowing myself to participate in the self-dishonesty of mind in separation of me as listening to thoughts.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to speak in reactions of emotions/feelings of mind – instead of remaining constant, stable here as breath that is me and express me in self honest common sense as I hear the words of the other that is me.
Alright, we’ll continue within the next document…
Bruce L.
23 October 2008
God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 10)
Within this document, we’ll embark on the process of going through each specific self forgiveness statement we expressed within the previous document and move with you through each one individually, as the questions to be asked that’ll assist and support you with how to assist and support yourself with insights/understandings/realisations within the self forgiveness that you applied to ‘follow through your self forgiveness to its completeness’, to assist and support you within the inevitable step of self-change practically here in and as the physical.
Step by Step Process of Question to Assist and Support with Insights/Understandings/Realisations:
1.
Written Word of Experience:
I immediately, instantaneously react in a surge of emotions/feelings when in a conflicting/confrontational situation with my Mother.
Self Forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to immediately, instantaneously react in a surge of emotions/feelings when in a conflicting/confrontational situation with my mother.
Insight/Understanding/Realisation:
Questions:
What is my reaction of emotions/feelings revealing of what I am accepting and allowing within myself?
1. It’s showing me, that I’m accepting and allowing myself to immediately give into the emotions/feelings that suddenly come up.
2. It’s showing me that I’m not yet stable and constant and am still accepting and allowing myself to react in the emotions and feelings that surge up inside of me.
3. It’s showing me that I’m not here as breath in the moment as constant and stable as breath that is me, but immediately go into the mind and accept and allow myself to participate in the surge of emotions and feelings as reaction that manifest of the mind.
4. It’s showing me that I’m accepting and allowing myself to be directed by reactions as emotions and feelings that surge up, instead of being self-directive and not accepting and allowing myself to participate in the reactions of emotions/feelings that come up.
5. Therefore, showing me – that I am still reacting in emotions/feeling existent within myself.
(Suggested here to also within the insights/understandings/realizations to assist and support you within self forgiveness as follows: )
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to immediately give into the emotions/feelings that suddenly come up.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to remain stable and constant here in breath, but still accepted and allowed myself to react in the emotions and feelings that surge up inside of me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to remain here one and equal constant and stable as breath that is me in the moment, but accepted and allowed myself to immediately go into the mind because I accepted and allowed myself to participate in the reaction of emotions/feelings.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed by emotions and feelings as reactions that come up inside of me, instead of me being self-directive and stopping me from accepting and allowing myself to participate in the reaction of emotions/feelings that come up inside of me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to continue reacting in emotions/feelings existent within myself.
Practical Corrective Action to be taken:
How am I to practically assist and support myself to not accept or allow myself to again walk down the same road I’ve always walked, through immediately reacting, which leads to the inevitable experience of emotional/feeling turmoil which leads to the inevitable fight which leaves me experiencing myself not so comfortably?
To assist and support myself here in and as breath and remain constant and stable in and as breath; as breath itself as me is constant and stable – and simply not accept or allow myself to immediately react to/towards my mother or give into the surge of emotional / feeling turmoil within me.
But breathe through the reaction if it dare to move and stop me here in self directiveness in the moment in and as breath from accepting and allowing the reaction to accumulate to emotional/feeling turmoil and no more accept or allow myself to be directed by emotions/feelings as reactive responses.
(Suggested here to also assist and support you within self forgiveness as follows: )
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to immediately react and fall into the following of my emotional/feeling reaction of mind – instead of remaining stable and constant here in the moment one and equal as breath that is constant and stable.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall into the experience of emotions/feeling as reaction that came up inside of me, instead of stopping me here in the moment of breath in self directiveness and not accepting and allowing the reaction to accumulate to emotional/feeling turmoil.
2.
Written Word of Experience:
Especially in moments when I experience that she’s not hearing me, not listening to what I have to say and not understanding me.
Self Forgiveness:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to especially react in a surge of emotions/feelings when I experience within myself that she’s not hearing me, not listening to what I have to say and not understanding me.
Insight/Understanding/Realisation:
What is me experiencing an reaction within myself when I think she’s not hearing me, not listening to what I have to say and not understanding me, revealing of what I am accepting and allowing within myself?
1. Firstly, the very point of reacting within myself, when I ‘experiencing/think’ within me, that she’s not hearing me, not listening to what I have to say and not understanding me – indicate a ‘point’ I am not considering within which I’m not self-honest – what is it?
2. SHE’S not listening, SHE’S not hearing, SHE’S not understanding = this is blame, directing an experience within myself towards my mother.
3. Blame would indicate that I am projecting myself unto my mother, blame is shifting responsibility to another to not have to take self-responsibility, because blame seems easier
4. Therefore, I’m blaming her for what I’m actually accepting and allowing inside myself
5. Blaming my mother from the perspective that SHE’S the one that’s not hearing, understanding or listening – is showing me, that I’m actually the one that’s not hearing, listening or understanding her and therefore, I’m not hearing, listening or understanding myself.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize that if I react to an experience/thought within me, directed to/towards someone else, that I am accepting and allowing myself to be self-dishonest in accepting and allowing myself to participate and act in such an experience/thought.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to direct blame towards my mother – blaming her for not listening to what I have to say, not hearing me and not understanding me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that me projecting blame unto my mother, is me attempting to shift responsibility through shifting blame towards her so that I don’t have to take self responsibility for what I accept and allow within me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame her for what I am accepting and allowing within myself.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that by/through me blaming her from the perspective that SHE’S the one not listening, hearing or understanding me –that I am in the very act of such blame – showing to me that I’m actually the one not listening, hearing or understanding her – and therefore indicating, that I’m not hearing, listening or understanding myself.
Practical Corrective Action to be taken:
How am I to practically assist and support myself in the moment, to not accept or allow myself to direct blame towards another as an attempt to shift responsibility through an experience/thought that come up inside myself to which I usually react that is directed to/towards the other?
I will immediately assist and support myself in the moment to stop myself from continuing participating in the reaction that come up inside of me related to the thought/belief/perception as ‘experience’ that come up, that she’s not hearing me, not listening to me and not understanding me.
In this moment such an thought/belief/perception come up – I will ‘slow down’ here in and as breath, stop myself slowly from accepting and allowing myself to continue participating in the reaction that come up together with the experience/thought/belief/perception.
Because I understand that such a thought/belief/perception that come up as ‘she not hearing me, not listening to me and not understanding me’ – is revealing to me that I’m actually the one not hearing, understanding or listening to what she’s expressing here in the moment.
Therefore, within this understanding, realization and insight – I take self responsibility for me, stop the reaction through not participating in such an assumption/belief/perception and actually slow down here in and as breath and HEAR HERE as breath calmly and stable as breath that is me.
Thus, not accepting or allowing myself to follow perceptions/ideas/assumptions/beliefs that form towards another as blame – but actually hear the words that is being said and in common sense self honesty communicate what I see here in the moment as breath and not accepting/allowing myself to speak in/of reaction of mind, because I know already where that road ends – NO MORE!
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to stop myself from participating in such a thought/belief/perception/assumption that come up within me, but instead accepted and allowed myself to believe that is real and true which manifested the experience of reactive emotional/feeling turmoil within me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize that all that is real is breath here.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to immediately stop myself from accepting and allowing myself to participate in the reaction that came up inside of me, because of a thought/belief/perception/assumption that formed inside of me towards another – indicating already accepted and allowed self-dishonesty as shifting blame towards another for me not taking self responsibility for what is experienced within me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to ‘slow myself down here in and as breath’ when emotions and feelings surge up inside of me, but instead accepted and allowed myself to continue my self-dishonest participation in emotions/feelings of mind, which I know/understand is not who I am.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to take self responsibility for me, by assisting and supporting me to not accept/allow myself to continue participating in emotions/feelings but to remain stable, constant here in and as breath that is me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to listen to what my mind has to say, therefore not hearing or understanding what my mother is saying, therefore not hearing or understanding me here, because I am not HERE as BREATH – but accepted and allowed myself to direct blame towards her, that she’s the one not hearing, listening or understanding = when all the while it was me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to HEAR HERE as BREATH that is me the other that is me – but instead accepted and allowed myself to listen to what my mind had to say in separation of me HERE as BREATH – already indicating that I’m not here as breath in self honesty, but accepting and allowing myself to participate in the self-dishonesty of mind in separation of me as listening to thoughts.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to speak in reactions of emotions/feelings of mind – instead of remaining constant, stable here as breath that is me and express me in self honest common sense as I hear the words of the other that is me.
Alright, we’ll continue within the next document…
Bruce L.
Comment
About
Badge
© 2009 Created by Sunette on Ning. Create a Ning Network!
You need to be a member of Self Expression Here to add comments!
Join this Ning Network