Daily Interdimensional Diary:20 October 2008:Part Eight(Section 7)
Daily Interdimensional Diary:
20 October 2008
God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 7)
We concluded the previous document with the Questions, Responses and Final ASSESSMENT of the Nature of the Physical Action, which are the steps of ‘how to get to’ identifying the Nature of the Physical Action; the steps done through asking questions and responding to them for yourself, and at the same time, walking through this process in self forgiveness.
Now for the next step, which is the last step, of identifying the Physical Action taken after the event the Jack-In-The-Box Memory revealed – through which we will move in asking the Questions and Responding to them to get to ‘identifying’ the Physical Action taken after the event in the Jack-In-The-Box Memory revealed and at the same time moving through this process in self forgiveness.
The Self Forgiveness process of the Physical Action taken after the Event occurred which the Jack-In-The-Box Memory revealed:
As I have mentioned within the discussion phase of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory of the Physical Action taken after the event occurred in God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 2), herein you have to utilize ‘remembrance’ in regards to identifying ‘what you did’ as an attempt to ‘deal with’ the experience of yourself that the Jack-In-The-Box Memory revealed.
Also, as I have mentioned, this is an imperative point to take into consideration, because in identifying the Physical Action you took after the event occurred within the Memory, it will ‘lead you’ to the manifested ‘protection-mechanism’ you have designed and created for yourself as yourself due to the Memory itself and will assist and support you within the further process – when we ‘pull the Memory through and what the Memory exists as’ – into and as your current experience of yourself in this world at the moment.
Let’s continue:
In identifying the Physical Action taken after the event in the Jack-In-The-Box Memory revealed – we start with the following Question to begin the process of identifying the ‘protection-mechanism:’
What did I do with myself after the event occurred?
(Here you look and identify what you did after you hit the ground and started crying: )
I ran off crying and went to my parents (or a ‘grown-up’) and cried with them, informing them of what had happened to me.
Why did I run off crying ?
(Here self-insight is required)
I ran off crying, because I didn’t know how to handle or deal with the situation, and believed that a ‘grown-up’ who is older than me, will know what to do and will know what to do with the children who did this to me so that they don’t do it again.
What did my parents (or the ‘grown-up’) do when I came to them crying, sharing with them what had happened to me?
(Here, suggested to be specific in your description)
They kneeled down, stroked my hair – had a concerned and caring look on their face and hugged me while I cried in their arms and said: It’s okay, it’s okay – and rocked me gently in their arms until I calmed down. Afterwards, they attended to my wounds and made me ‘feel better’ about what had happened and then I was fine.
What did I experience within me when I was with my parents (or ‘grown up’) according to their specific expression towards me?
(Here also, self-insight required. Suggested to ‘go into’ the experience for yourself, meaning – see how you experienced yourself with your parents, ‘go back to that moment here’ within and as yourself and experience for you here at this moment, how you experienced yourself then – this will assist and support in being specific within your description in this question/point.)
I experienced comfort while I was held in the arms of my parents.
I experienced ‘care’ as they caressed me gently.
I experience myself ‘being safe’ while being held in their arms, rocking me gently until I calmed down.
I experienced myself being ‘protected’ by my parents.
I experienced their ‘love’ for me as they held me in their arms, caressing me gently until I calmed down.
Now, after identifying what you did after the event occurred within the Jack-In-The-Box Memory, and your understanding then of ‘why’ and what you experienced within you with those you ‘went to’ – you write down an ASSESSMENT through and by placing all the responses to the questions in one ‘compiled perspective:’
I ran off to my parents because I didn’t know how to deal with or handle the situation at that moment and believed that they would know what to do with those that did this to me and help me with what I experienced within me, because I didn’t know how. When I got to my parents, they held me protectively in their arms, within which I experienced myself being ‘cared for’ and ‘loved’ as they caressed me gently with their soothing voice. I felt safe after going to them and cared for as they tended to my wounds and emotional/feeling turmoil through their parental concern. After all this – I immediately felt better.
From here, you continue within the next ‘set of questions’ which is the questions to be asked to observe the actual nature of the entire experience – not seen with the human physical eyes, but what the entire events represent of yourself ‘in essence’.
These questions you’ll ‘derive from the ASSESSMENT written down of the Physical Action taken after the event occurred in the Memory.
Herein, it is required to utilize self honesty to assist and support you in seeing the ‘nature of yourself’ that the entire experience after the event occurred revealed about yourself:
Let’s begin:
What does running off to my parents believing that they will know how to handle/deal with the situation/event, reveal about myself?
That I believe that I’m not able to deal with or handle such situation for myself, by myself – but would rather ‘run to others’ for ‘help’ than assisting and supporting myself in such events/situations.
What does ‘feeling better’ only after I received comfort, soothing and care from my parents – reveal about myself?
That I need comfort, care and soothing from others to be able to deal with or handle the emotional/feeling turmoil experienced within me, after a conflicting/confrontational event.
What does the act of me running off to my parents, receiving comfort, soothing and care from them, reveal about the nature of me?
That I need comfort, care and soothing from others to only then ‘feel better’ within myself - because only then, the ‘emotional/feeling’ turmoil within myself ‘goes away’, and therefore, I will go to those who can give me comfort, care and soothing through physical acts of ‘holding me in their arms’ – because I know that only then, the emotional/feeling trauma ‘goes away’.
What is actually really happening within me – when the emotional/feeling turmoil ‘goes away’ only after receiving comfort, care and soothing through physically being held with concerned soft words from my parents? Was I really ‘dealing’ with the event that had occurred?
Self honestly: The emotional/feeling turmoil is ‘suppressed’, because I’m replacing it with the experience I receive through physical acts as being held in my parent’s arms, through which I experience comfort/care/soothing, which ‘replace’ the ‘inner turmoil of emotions/feelings within. An outside physical experience, replacing the inside turmoil experienced within.
Therefore, my attention is being ‘diverted’ from what I experience within, to what I’m now without.
Now, you take these set of questions and write down an ASSESSMENT, through taking the responses of the questions and writing an ‘complete-perspective’ of the nature of yourself that the experience as the Physical Act taken after the event occurred – reveal:
I have a belief of myself that I wasn’t capable or able to handle or deal with such a situation in my world and experience within myself and thus felt compelled to ‘run to those who I believed could help me which were my parents.
When experiencing emotional/feeling turmoil, because I believe I have no control over/of it, that the only ‘cure’ for it, is to receive physical expressed comfort, soothing and care from others as ‘love,’ within which I actually suppress what is experienced within me, with the physical experience I receive from others as being held physically / being caressed and being spoken to with a soft, concerning voice.
I realize that I wasn’t actually dealing with the experience within myself and my world that had taken place, but suppressed the experience within, through receiving a physical expressed experience without from others.
I realize that, I seek and search for ‘help’ from others as an attempt to deal with an experience within myself and my world, but what actually happens is me suppressing what is experienced within myself through the receiving of help from others – instead of me standing up in and as me here and directing me one ands equal to and as the moment.
Therefore, I will go to others to suppress the experience both within and without – and this is how I ‘deal with’ situations/experiences I believe I can’t handle or deal with directly one and equal here in self honesty.
I realize, that the experience of me receiving comfort, care and soothing from others is actually only diverting my attention from what is experienced within me, therefore it is suppressed within and replaced with a polarity opposite physical experience without.
From here, as you can see – you will be able to ‘identify’ the Protection-Mechanism you exist as and ‘live out, which is:
In conflicting/confrontational events, I ‘run off’ to the protection and safety from others, within which I am comforted and soothed, protecting me from myself to not experience the emotional/feeling turmoil within, because it is replaced with my perception of ‘love’ as receiving physical expressions I experience as ‘comfort’ and ‘care to suppress what exist within me, and at the same time ‘hide’ within other’s ‘protection’ and ‘safety’ to not have to face those that ‘caused’ the experience within me and my world.
From here – you assist and support yourself within the self forgiveness process for the Physical Action taken after the event occurred which the Jack-In-The-Box Memory revealed.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ‘run off’ to my ‘parents’ to ‘help me’ with what I experienced within me and my world, because I believed that I wasn’t capable or able to ‘handle’ or ‘deal with’ or ‘direct’ the situation as me here as the moment one and equal.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have no control over and of the experiences within me and my world and that the only ‘cure’ therefore, is ‘running off to others’ for help, suppressing such experiences and replacing it with the comfort/care/soothing as physical expressed concern from other
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ‘look for’ and ‘search’ for comfort, soothing and care from others – because I believe that this is the only way to ‘deal with’ or ‘handle’ the experience within myself and my world.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that I wasn’t actually really ‘dealing with’ or ‘handling’ the experience of me within myself and my world – but merely suppressing it all, through replacing the emotional/feeling turmoil within, through an outside separate physical experience received from others as being held, which I experience as being comforted/cared for.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define ‘dealing with’ or ‘handling’ situations/experiences as ‘going to others for help to suppress such experiences within me and my world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manifest a polarity – system within me and my world by/through suppressing what I experience within me as emotional/feeling turmoil through replacing it, in diverting my attention to physical-expressions I receive from others as comfort/care and soothing.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define ‘love’ as receiving physical-expressed actions from others as ‘comfort’/’care’ and ‘soothing’ such as being held or hugged or caressed.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manifest a ‘protection-mechanism’ as me as ‘running to others for help and comfort’ to protect me from myself through suppression and hiding.
It is suggested to go into the self forgiveness process pertaining to the Memory as specific as possible as you go through the questions and responses to the assessments and then finally to self forgiveness.
The self forgiveness I’m assisting and supporting you here with, is but an example – and one can go into it much, much deeper, though this is your self honest process for and as you here. You’re in your own hands and thus self-responsible for you and your self-specificity within and as and during this process. As all that you do will eventually, inevitably, determine you and the experience of yourself within you and your world.
Within the next Section – Section Eight, we’ll continue with the self forgiveness process of ‘pulling the Memory through’ to you and your world currently, within which we move through the questions, responses, self forgiveness and self corrective application preparation – to identify the ‘behavioral conditioning’ as ‘habit’ and finally to the point of how to practically assist and support youself to self-correct you here in every moment of breath - to stop existing as a Memory from which a Habit was designed as what you’ve defined yourself as.
Bruce L.
20 October 2008
God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 7)
We concluded the previous document with the Questions, Responses and Final ASSESSMENT of the Nature of the Physical Action, which are the steps of ‘how to get to’ identifying the Nature of the Physical Action; the steps done through asking questions and responding to them for yourself, and at the same time, walking through this process in self forgiveness.
Now for the next step, which is the last step, of identifying the Physical Action taken after the event the Jack-In-The-Box Memory revealed – through which we will move in asking the Questions and Responding to them to get to ‘identifying’ the Physical Action taken after the event in the Jack-In-The-Box Memory revealed and at the same time moving through this process in self forgiveness.
The Self Forgiveness process of the Physical Action taken after the Event occurred which the Jack-In-The-Box Memory revealed:
As I have mentioned within the discussion phase of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory of the Physical Action taken after the event occurred in God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 2), herein you have to utilize ‘remembrance’ in regards to identifying ‘what you did’ as an attempt to ‘deal with’ the experience of yourself that the Jack-In-The-Box Memory revealed.
Also, as I have mentioned, this is an imperative point to take into consideration, because in identifying the Physical Action you took after the event occurred within the Memory, it will ‘lead you’ to the manifested ‘protection-mechanism’ you have designed and created for yourself as yourself due to the Memory itself and will assist and support you within the further process – when we ‘pull the Memory through and what the Memory exists as’ – into and as your current experience of yourself in this world at the moment.
Let’s continue:
In identifying the Physical Action taken after the event in the Jack-In-The-Box Memory revealed – we start with the following Question to begin the process of identifying the ‘protection-mechanism:’
What did I do with myself after the event occurred?
(Here you look and identify what you did after you hit the ground and started crying: )
I ran off crying and went to my parents (or a ‘grown-up’) and cried with them, informing them of what had happened to me.
Why did I run off crying ?
(Here self-insight is required)
I ran off crying, because I didn’t know how to handle or deal with the situation, and believed that a ‘grown-up’ who is older than me, will know what to do and will know what to do with the children who did this to me so that they don’t do it again.
What did my parents (or the ‘grown-up’) do when I came to them crying, sharing with them what had happened to me?
(Here, suggested to be specific in your description)
They kneeled down, stroked my hair – had a concerned and caring look on their face and hugged me while I cried in their arms and said: It’s okay, it’s okay – and rocked me gently in their arms until I calmed down. Afterwards, they attended to my wounds and made me ‘feel better’ about what had happened and then I was fine.
What did I experience within me when I was with my parents (or ‘grown up’) according to their specific expression towards me?
(Here also, self-insight required. Suggested to ‘go into’ the experience for yourself, meaning – see how you experienced yourself with your parents, ‘go back to that moment here’ within and as yourself and experience for you here at this moment, how you experienced yourself then – this will assist and support in being specific within your description in this question/point.)
I experienced comfort while I was held in the arms of my parents.
I experienced ‘care’ as they caressed me gently.
I experience myself ‘being safe’ while being held in their arms, rocking me gently until I calmed down.
I experienced myself being ‘protected’ by my parents.
I experienced their ‘love’ for me as they held me in their arms, caressing me gently until I calmed down.
Now, after identifying what you did after the event occurred within the Jack-In-The-Box Memory, and your understanding then of ‘why’ and what you experienced within you with those you ‘went to’ – you write down an ASSESSMENT through and by placing all the responses to the questions in one ‘compiled perspective:’
I ran off to my parents because I didn’t know how to deal with or handle the situation at that moment and believed that they would know what to do with those that did this to me and help me with what I experienced within me, because I didn’t know how. When I got to my parents, they held me protectively in their arms, within which I experienced myself being ‘cared for’ and ‘loved’ as they caressed me gently with their soothing voice. I felt safe after going to them and cared for as they tended to my wounds and emotional/feeling turmoil through their parental concern. After all this – I immediately felt better.
From here, you continue within the next ‘set of questions’ which is the questions to be asked to observe the actual nature of the entire experience – not seen with the human physical eyes, but what the entire events represent of yourself ‘in essence’.
These questions you’ll ‘derive from the ASSESSMENT written down of the Physical Action taken after the event occurred in the Memory.
Herein, it is required to utilize self honesty to assist and support you in seeing the ‘nature of yourself’ that the entire experience after the event occurred revealed about yourself:
Let’s begin:
What does running off to my parents believing that they will know how to handle/deal with the situation/event, reveal about myself?
That I believe that I’m not able to deal with or handle such situation for myself, by myself – but would rather ‘run to others’ for ‘help’ than assisting and supporting myself in such events/situations.
What does ‘feeling better’ only after I received comfort, soothing and care from my parents – reveal about myself?
That I need comfort, care and soothing from others to be able to deal with or handle the emotional/feeling turmoil experienced within me, after a conflicting/confrontational event.
What does the act of me running off to my parents, receiving comfort, soothing and care from them, reveal about the nature of me?
That I need comfort, care and soothing from others to only then ‘feel better’ within myself - because only then, the ‘emotional/feeling’ turmoil within myself ‘goes away’, and therefore, I will go to those who can give me comfort, care and soothing through physical acts of ‘holding me in their arms’ – because I know that only then, the emotional/feeling trauma ‘goes away’.
What is actually really happening within me – when the emotional/feeling turmoil ‘goes away’ only after receiving comfort, care and soothing through physically being held with concerned soft words from my parents? Was I really ‘dealing’ with the event that had occurred?
Self honestly: The emotional/feeling turmoil is ‘suppressed’, because I’m replacing it with the experience I receive through physical acts as being held in my parent’s arms, through which I experience comfort/care/soothing, which ‘replace’ the ‘inner turmoil of emotions/feelings within. An outside physical experience, replacing the inside turmoil experienced within.
Therefore, my attention is being ‘diverted’ from what I experience within, to what I’m now without.
Now, you take these set of questions and write down an ASSESSMENT, through taking the responses of the questions and writing an ‘complete-perspective’ of the nature of yourself that the experience as the Physical Act taken after the event occurred – reveal:
I have a belief of myself that I wasn’t capable or able to handle or deal with such a situation in my world and experience within myself and thus felt compelled to ‘run to those who I believed could help me which were my parents.
When experiencing emotional/feeling turmoil, because I believe I have no control over/of it, that the only ‘cure’ for it, is to receive physical expressed comfort, soothing and care from others as ‘love,’ within which I actually suppress what is experienced within me, with the physical experience I receive from others as being held physically / being caressed and being spoken to with a soft, concerning voice.
I realize that I wasn’t actually dealing with the experience within myself and my world that had taken place, but suppressed the experience within, through receiving a physical expressed experience without from others.
I realize that, I seek and search for ‘help’ from others as an attempt to deal with an experience within myself and my world, but what actually happens is me suppressing what is experienced within myself through the receiving of help from others – instead of me standing up in and as me here and directing me one ands equal to and as the moment.
Therefore, I will go to others to suppress the experience both within and without – and this is how I ‘deal with’ situations/experiences I believe I can’t handle or deal with directly one and equal here in self honesty.
I realize, that the experience of me receiving comfort, care and soothing from others is actually only diverting my attention from what is experienced within me, therefore it is suppressed within and replaced with a polarity opposite physical experience without.
From here, as you can see – you will be able to ‘identify’ the Protection-Mechanism you exist as and ‘live out, which is:
In conflicting/confrontational events, I ‘run off’ to the protection and safety from others, within which I am comforted and soothed, protecting me from myself to not experience the emotional/feeling turmoil within, because it is replaced with my perception of ‘love’ as receiving physical expressions I experience as ‘comfort’ and ‘care to suppress what exist within me, and at the same time ‘hide’ within other’s ‘protection’ and ‘safety’ to not have to face those that ‘caused’ the experience within me and my world.
From here – you assist and support yourself within the self forgiveness process for the Physical Action taken after the event occurred which the Jack-In-The-Box Memory revealed.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ‘run off’ to my ‘parents’ to ‘help me’ with what I experienced within me and my world, because I believed that I wasn’t capable or able to ‘handle’ or ‘deal with’ or ‘direct’ the situation as me here as the moment one and equal.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have no control over and of the experiences within me and my world and that the only ‘cure’ therefore, is ‘running off to others’ for help, suppressing such experiences and replacing it with the comfort/care/soothing as physical expressed concern from other
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ‘look for’ and ‘search’ for comfort, soothing and care from others – because I believe that this is the only way to ‘deal with’ or ‘handle’ the experience within myself and my world.
I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realize, that I wasn’t actually really ‘dealing with’ or ‘handling’ the experience of me within myself and my world – but merely suppressing it all, through replacing the emotional/feeling turmoil within, through an outside separate physical experience received from others as being held, which I experience as being comforted/cared for.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define ‘dealing with’ or ‘handling’ situations/experiences as ‘going to others for help to suppress such experiences within me and my world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manifest a polarity – system within me and my world by/through suppressing what I experience within me as emotional/feeling turmoil through replacing it, in diverting my attention to physical-expressions I receive from others as comfort/care and soothing.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define ‘love’ as receiving physical-expressed actions from others as ‘comfort’/’care’ and ‘soothing’ such as being held or hugged or caressed.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manifest a ‘protection-mechanism’ as me as ‘running to others for help and comfort’ to protect me from myself through suppression and hiding.
It is suggested to go into the self forgiveness process pertaining to the Memory as specific as possible as you go through the questions and responses to the assessments and then finally to self forgiveness.
The self forgiveness I’m assisting and supporting you here with, is but an example – and one can go into it much, much deeper, though this is your self honest process for and as you here. You’re in your own hands and thus self-responsible for you and your self-specificity within and as and during this process. As all that you do will eventually, inevitably, determine you and the experience of yourself within you and your world.
Within the next Section – Section Eight, we’ll continue with the self forgiveness process of ‘pulling the Memory through’ to you and your world currently, within which we move through the questions, responses, self forgiveness and self corrective application preparation – to identify the ‘behavioral conditioning’ as ‘habit’ and finally to the point of how to practically assist and support youself to self-correct you here in every moment of breath - to stop existing as a Memory from which a Habit was designed as what you’ve defined yourself as.
Bruce L.
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