Daily Interdimensional Diary:19 October 2008:Part Eight(Section 6)
Daily Interdimensional Diary:
19 October 2008
God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 6)
In this section, we’re continuing with the Self Forgiveness Process of the Part Two section ‘break down’ of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory itself.
As I have mentioned, I’ll be moving with you through the Self Forgiveness Process of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory from a ‘personal-perspective’, meaning that we’ll walk through the questions that are to be asked to self for self with regards to all that has been written during/within the investigation phase of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory, together with the ‘insights/understandings’ pertaining to the questions and then the self forgiveness to be done.
I will also at the end of this discussion – place together the ‘Specific Format’ of the questions asked and self forgiveness done – though for the moment, I’ll be moving through it with you – to assist and support with perspective of how to assist and support you effectively within and during the self forgiveness process and self corrective action expression of/for a Jack-In-The-Box Memory. To assist and support you to actually change practically here in and as the physical, and no more exist through and as a Habit defined through/as a Memory in the Physical that is you.
So, we started with the Self Forgiveness point of the Physical Action point identified as ‘Crying’ together with identifying the Practical Corrective Action in the moment.
Here within this document we continue with the Self Forgiveness Process of Step Two: The Nature of the Physical Action.
The Self Forgiveness process of the Nature of the Physical Action identified (Continued):
Understand, that I’m taking you through these steps as ‘questions’ from a ‘personal practical perspective’ of what we’ve discussed in written word during the ‘investigation phase’ of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory, to assist and support you, through the asking of questions, how to see the Nature of the Physical Action that the Jack-In-The-Box Memory reveal/show for yourself, by yourself. And at the same time as asking the questions in identifying/seeing the exact Nature – we walk in self forgiveness every step of the way.
This was the second and third paragraph we wrote, from which we’ll derive the next ‘set of questions’ to ‘get to’ the exact ‘identification’ of the Nature of the Physical Action:
From here, you take the next step in observing your experience towards the others in assessing ‘what they represented’ – and in this representation, how it ‘influenced’ the experience of you during the event, the manifested the Physical Action. Within this step, common sense is required to be applied to assess your experience in that moment:
Because the other kids physically ‘shoved you off’ the swing – immediately they established their ‘authority’ over and of you, and you ‘gave your power away’ to the emotional/feeling turmoil that came up inside you. In this, the perception manifested that you were ‘powerless’ towards them, and within this perception, created the belief that they ‘abused you’ or ‘hurt you’ and thus you experienced yourself as the ‘victim’ – confirming this ‘victimization-stance’ within yourself – by running off crying.
So, from the first two questions asked in the Self Forgiveness Process of Part Two, the Nature of the Physical Action, which was:
1. What did I experience within me, that caused me to start Crying after I was pushed / shoved off of the swing? Or: What did I experience within me that was the cause/reason for the Physical Act identified of the Memory?
2. What is the accepted and allowed act within me - that manifested the expressed act of Crying?
We move onto the next questions, which is taking the ‘next step’, as stated within the paragraph-inset above:
Observing your experience towards the others in assessing ‘what they represented’ – and in this representation, how it ‘influenced’ the experience of you during the event. Within this step, observation within common sense insight is required to be applied to assess your experience in that moment:
3. What did the others represent within their physical act of pushing/shoving me off of the swing?
Treating me as ‘less than them’, making themselves ‘more than me’ or ‘stronger than me’. Therefore, they represented: Authority.
4. How did I experience myself within the representation of them as ‘authority’, which they represented through their physical act of pushing/shoving me off of the swing?
I experienced me as being ‘belittled’, because I perceived them to be ‘more stronger than me’ because they had the ability to push/shove me off of the swing.
I experienced me as being ‘hurt’ and ‘harmed’ by them.
5. How did I confirm this experience of myself within, to myself?
Through the Act of Crying
6. What Polarity Construct was ‘playing out’ in this event?
Me, as the ‘powerless victim’ being abused/harmed’ by those who establish their ‘authority as power’ to/towards.
See, within this Jack-In-The-Box Memory existed a ‘Polarity play-out’ that manifested between you and the others, which is also important to identify within such Memories. Because it is within the identifying of the Polarity-playout, that you’re able to identify the primary Nature of the Physical Action of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory.
Once this is done, you take the entire step with the questions and responses and write down an ASSESSMENT.
This assessment consisting of your experience of you within yourself towards the others ‘because of what happened’ in this Memory in its entirety:
I experienced myself as ‘powerless’ within the presence of those that through acts/words establish their authority over/of me, that’s why I ran off crying, because I felt that I couldn’t do anything, because they were stronger than me.
I experience myself as the ‘victim’ when such beings cause me ‘physical pain/hurt’ as ‘abuse’ being done unto me, because there was no ‘reason’ for it and I couldn’t ‘defend’ myself.
Within this ASSESSMENT, you’ll allocate the Nature of the Physical Action as reason of/for the Physical Action that was Crying. The Nature of the Physical Action here is:
Experiencing yourself as ‘powerless’ and as a ‘victim’ – is what caused the Crying, which is the identified Nature of the Physical Action.
From Here, you apply self forgiveness from within the questions asked as well as the ASSESSMENT made:
Self Forgiveness from/of the Questions and responses:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience me as being ‘belittled’ by and through others that pushed/shoved me off of the swing.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see them as more than me and see myself as less than them, which is why I experienced me as being ‘belittled’.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself as ‘less than them’, because they managed to push/shove me off of the swing that caused me to hurt myself physically and therefore why I experienced them as ‘more stronger than me’.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that because I perceived them to be ‘stronger than me’ and ‘more than me’, that little ‘ol me couldn’t stand up, but rather ran away crying, confirming the ‘less than’ and ‘belittlement’ experience existent within me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience me as the powerless victim in the presence of those I perceive as authority/power based on what they express towards me.
Self forgiveness from/of the ASSESSMENT:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself as ‘powerless’ within the presence of those that through their acts/words establish their authority over/of me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ‘run off crying’ – because I believed I couldn’t do anything/stand up within me – because of the accepted and allowed belief that they were stronger/more than me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself as the ‘victim’ when the beings caused me to fall unto the ground in which I experienced physical pain, and because of the physical pain, experienced myself as the victim, ‘being abused by others’.
Within the next document we’ll continue with the Questions and Self Forgiveness of the Physical Act done after the experience the Jack-In-The-Box Memory revealed.
Bruce L.
19 October 2008
God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 6)
In this section, we’re continuing with the Self Forgiveness Process of the Part Two section ‘break down’ of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory itself.
As I have mentioned, I’ll be moving with you through the Self Forgiveness Process of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory from a ‘personal-perspective’, meaning that we’ll walk through the questions that are to be asked to self for self with regards to all that has been written during/within the investigation phase of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory, together with the ‘insights/understandings’ pertaining to the questions and then the self forgiveness to be done.
I will also at the end of this discussion – place together the ‘Specific Format’ of the questions asked and self forgiveness done – though for the moment, I’ll be moving through it with you – to assist and support with perspective of how to assist and support you effectively within and during the self forgiveness process and self corrective action expression of/for a Jack-In-The-Box Memory. To assist and support you to actually change practically here in and as the physical, and no more exist through and as a Habit defined through/as a Memory in the Physical that is you.
So, we started with the Self Forgiveness point of the Physical Action point identified as ‘Crying’ together with identifying the Practical Corrective Action in the moment.
Here within this document we continue with the Self Forgiveness Process of Step Two: The Nature of the Physical Action.
The Self Forgiveness process of the Nature of the Physical Action identified (Continued):
Understand, that I’m taking you through these steps as ‘questions’ from a ‘personal practical perspective’ of what we’ve discussed in written word during the ‘investigation phase’ of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory, to assist and support you, through the asking of questions, how to see the Nature of the Physical Action that the Jack-In-The-Box Memory reveal/show for yourself, by yourself. And at the same time as asking the questions in identifying/seeing the exact Nature – we walk in self forgiveness every step of the way.
This was the second and third paragraph we wrote, from which we’ll derive the next ‘set of questions’ to ‘get to’ the exact ‘identification’ of the Nature of the Physical Action:
From here, you take the next step in observing your experience towards the others in assessing ‘what they represented’ – and in this representation, how it ‘influenced’ the experience of you during the event, the manifested the Physical Action. Within this step, common sense is required to be applied to assess your experience in that moment:
Because the other kids physically ‘shoved you off’ the swing – immediately they established their ‘authority’ over and of you, and you ‘gave your power away’ to the emotional/feeling turmoil that came up inside you. In this, the perception manifested that you were ‘powerless’ towards them, and within this perception, created the belief that they ‘abused you’ or ‘hurt you’ and thus you experienced yourself as the ‘victim’ – confirming this ‘victimization-stance’ within yourself – by running off crying.
So, from the first two questions asked in the Self Forgiveness Process of Part Two, the Nature of the Physical Action, which was:
1. What did I experience within me, that caused me to start Crying after I was pushed / shoved off of the swing? Or: What did I experience within me that was the cause/reason for the Physical Act identified of the Memory?
2. What is the accepted and allowed act within me - that manifested the expressed act of Crying?
We move onto the next questions, which is taking the ‘next step’, as stated within the paragraph-inset above:
Observing your experience towards the others in assessing ‘what they represented’ – and in this representation, how it ‘influenced’ the experience of you during the event. Within this step, observation within common sense insight is required to be applied to assess your experience in that moment:
3. What did the others represent within their physical act of pushing/shoving me off of the swing?
Treating me as ‘less than them’, making themselves ‘more than me’ or ‘stronger than me’. Therefore, they represented: Authority.
4. How did I experience myself within the representation of them as ‘authority’, which they represented through their physical act of pushing/shoving me off of the swing?
I experienced me as being ‘belittled’, because I perceived them to be ‘more stronger than me’ because they had the ability to push/shove me off of the swing.
I experienced me as being ‘hurt’ and ‘harmed’ by them.
5. How did I confirm this experience of myself within, to myself?
Through the Act of Crying
6. What Polarity Construct was ‘playing out’ in this event?
Me, as the ‘powerless victim’ being abused/harmed’ by those who establish their ‘authority as power’ to/towards.
See, within this Jack-In-The-Box Memory existed a ‘Polarity play-out’ that manifested between you and the others, which is also important to identify within such Memories. Because it is within the identifying of the Polarity-playout, that you’re able to identify the primary Nature of the Physical Action of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory.
Once this is done, you take the entire step with the questions and responses and write down an ASSESSMENT.
This assessment consisting of your experience of you within yourself towards the others ‘because of what happened’ in this Memory in its entirety:
I experienced myself as ‘powerless’ within the presence of those that through acts/words establish their authority over/of me, that’s why I ran off crying, because I felt that I couldn’t do anything, because they were stronger than me.
I experience myself as the ‘victim’ when such beings cause me ‘physical pain/hurt’ as ‘abuse’ being done unto me, because there was no ‘reason’ for it and I couldn’t ‘defend’ myself.
Within this ASSESSMENT, you’ll allocate the Nature of the Physical Action as reason of/for the Physical Action that was Crying. The Nature of the Physical Action here is:
Experiencing yourself as ‘powerless’ and as a ‘victim’ – is what caused the Crying, which is the identified Nature of the Physical Action.
From Here, you apply self forgiveness from within the questions asked as well as the ASSESSMENT made:
Self Forgiveness from/of the Questions and responses:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience me as being ‘belittled’ by and through others that pushed/shoved me off of the swing.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see them as more than me and see myself as less than them, which is why I experienced me as being ‘belittled’.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself as ‘less than them’, because they managed to push/shove me off of the swing that caused me to hurt myself physically and therefore why I experienced them as ‘more stronger than me’.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that because I perceived them to be ‘stronger than me’ and ‘more than me’, that little ‘ol me couldn’t stand up, but rather ran away crying, confirming the ‘less than’ and ‘belittlement’ experience existent within me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience me as the powerless victim in the presence of those I perceive as authority/power based on what they express towards me.
Self forgiveness from/of the ASSESSMENT:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself as ‘powerless’ within the presence of those that through their acts/words establish their authority over/of me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ‘run off crying’ – because I believed I couldn’t do anything/stand up within me – because of the accepted and allowed belief that they were stronger/more than me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself as the ‘victim’ when the beings caused me to fall unto the ground in which I experienced physical pain, and because of the physical pain, experienced myself as the victim, ‘being abused by others’.
Within the next document we’ll continue with the Questions and Self Forgiveness of the Physical Act done after the experience the Jack-In-The-Box Memory revealed.
Bruce L.
Comment
About
Badge
© 2009 Created by Sunette on Ning. Create a Ning Network!
You need to be a member of Self Expression Here to add comments!
Join this Ning Network