Daily Interdimensional Diary:18 October 2008:Part Eight(Section5)

[Sunette]

Daily Interdimensional Diary:
18 October 2008

God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 5)

Within the previous document, we discussed ‘pulling through’ self forgiveness from applying self forgiveness of the point itself together with the self corrective application as insight and understanding of what you would do in such a situation at the moment within your current expression of you here. We also discussed the realisation of the entire experience in regards to the beings involved from the perspective of it not being ‘personally done unto you’ – they were merely exerting themselves unto you.

What is suggested to do is the following:

Again looking at the self forgiveness applied in regards to the Physical Action identified of the Memory as Crying, when you were pushed or shoved off of the swing:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to immediately cry when the other kids pushed me off of the swing, instead of standing up breathing and not accepting and allowing myself to take what was done unto me personally – but realising that they were doing it due to acceptances and allowances within themselves and had nothing to do with me personally.

Is to write down the practical corrective application and the starting point/realisation of the practical corrective application as a note (suggested to be done in a different colour so that it ‘stands out,’ as follows:

NOTE:
Practical Corrective Application in the Moment of the experience:

Breathe, stand up and not accepting or allowing myself to give into emotions/feelings as taking the event personally.

The realisation/insight of the Practical Corrective Application:

The others are not doing it to me personally. They are merely exerting what exists of and within themselves towards me that are actually themselves one and equal.

OR

If you do the self forgiveness point of utilizing the ‘step-method’ within asking yourself the question related to the self forgiveness point you are applying self forgiveness for, wherein you start with only applying self forgiveness for/of the point first, as follows:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to cry when I was shoved off of the swing by the others.

Then ask yourself the question:

Within my current understanding in self honesty here, what will I do in such a moment?

I will not accept or allow myself to react or act in my emotions or feelings, but breathe through it, stand here and not accept or allow myself to take it personally. Because I understand at this moment, that what was done unto me was not towards me personally, but they were exerting what was existent within them unto me as themselves.

Then from here – you write the NOTE to you yourself beneath it:

NOTE:
Practical Corrective Application in the Moment of the experience:

Breathe, stand up and not accept or allow myself to give into emotions and feelings as taking the event personally.

The realisation/insight of the Practical Corrective Application:

The others are not doing it to me personally. They are merely exerting what exists of and within themselves towards me that are actually themselves one and equal.

What we’re doing here is ‘structuring’ the self forgiveness – ‘laying it out before yourself’ – to ‘prepare the way before you’ for the specificity within your practical self corrective application in moments when experiencing, for example, conflict or confrontation.

This ‘structuring’ is you placing your ‘understanding‘ and ‘insight’ of a particular point before you to eventually live this insight/understanding as you here in the physical practically.

This is why we’re going through this so specifically – as it’ll assist and support you within your process while you participate in this world. So much ‘simpler.’ ‘Simplifying’ your process of you in practical application in the physical through the specificity of your self forgiveness and ‘breaking down’ and ‘laying out’ a particular point before you as we’re moving through for example this Jack-In-The-Box Memory and how it pertains to your current accepted and allowed existence.

Therefore, your first step is self forgiveness. Then, ‘laying out’ self forgiveness within the insights, understandings, realisations and practical self corrective action of the self forgiveness applied, from which we’ll move to ‘how to assist and support you within the practical self corrective application’ in moments that manifest in you and your world similar or identical to that which the Memory revealed.

Then from there – how to assist and support yourself to direct the moment, you and the others as you one and equal here in self honesty as the practical lived solution that is you here as the expression of ‘who you are here’ in self honesty.

These NOTES made in a different colour – we’ll be utilizing as we continue. When we come to the ‘practical self corrective application/action’ layout after we have moved through the self forgiveness process pertaining to you and your world currently related to the Memory itself as the ‘behavioral conditioning’ as ‘habit.’

Let’s continue:

Now, notice the first point of self forgiveness applied within the Physical Action point identified of the Memory which was only:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to cry when I was shoved off of the swing by the others.

Surely this cannot be ‘it’ – and it isn’t. From here we’re going ‘deeper into the point of crying’ itself within the self forgiveness process of applying self forgiveness of The Nature of the Physical Action, which was Step 2 in the investigation ‘break down’ of the Memory we moved through. The Nature of the Physical Action was the manifested accepted and allowed expression of you as ‘cause’ of the Physical Action identified as ‘Crying’.

See, many stop at the point of applying self forgiveness pertaining only to one point, such as only applying self forgiveness for the accepted and allowed act of crying and stopping there – without actually realising or understanding the exact nature of the self forgiveness applied. Thus, self forgiveness is useless – because you’re not assisting and supporting you as self forgiveness to actually assist and support yourself to see and investigate what such a point is revealing of/about yourself actually within what you’ve accepted and allowed yourself to be and become.

Therefore, many will say: ‘But why must I forgive myself for crying? What’s ‘wrong’ with that?’

There’s nothing ‘wrong’ about it. As we continue, you will see what such a Memory for example, actually reveals about yourself within your accepted and allowed self-definition of you pertaining to the Memory.
There exists no ‘coincidence’ within the mind as the mind that you have designed and programmed as you, by you through and within past experiences within which you were not self-aware here. It is extremely, extensively absolutely specific. Therefore, you must be as specific with you as you here in all that you assist and support yourself, to see and realise how you’ve programmed and designed yourself in your life-experience.

Each point within yourself that ‘comes up’ as all thought-forms which we’ll discuss that is to come – is specific and pertains to the current accepted and allowed existence of yourself at this moment here in the physical.

Therefore, we’re moving through this in absolute specificity, starting with identifying the ‘Physical Action’ the Memory reveals as a definitive specific starting point with which to continue your self forgiveness process in absolute specificity – to eventually assist and support you within the self-directive self specificity of your self corrective application/action here in and as the physical. To not unnecessarily ‘miss points’ to have to experience a time-loop and start all over again.

But do this process properly, practically specifically from the start within which you stand in self honesty and self trust to pull yourself through this and stand here as you no matter what.

Yes, you will make mistakes, yes you will fall. But in applying and living this process properly, specifically and practically from the start in self honesty and self trust – you’ll find that when you make mistakes, when you fall – man, you will pick yourself up immediately and specify yourself; because you’re walking as self discipline from the start as you.

Push yourself to do this absolutely – in your specificity and self discipline of expressing and applying this self specificity within self discipline as you. So much will become simpler. It’s in the self specificity of and as self discipline – that simplification of much emerges as you here as you walk.

It doesn’t mean it makes anything ‘easier.’ Be careful not to define ‘simplicity’ as your process as ‘easier’ from the perspective of just ‘gliding like the wind’ through it all – no.

This is a ‘tough’ process from the perspective that you will have to push yourself through limitations and boundaries practically – such as laziness or procrastination which is but self-defined defence mechanisms within the starting point justification of: It’s just so much easier to exist as the ignorant blind fool.
Though, what you will find within living self specificity within self discipline – is that the ‘simplicity’ comes within the courage and resolve that is you in moments to practically push yourself through limitations and boundaries instead of ‘automatically immediately’ deciding to ‘give in’ or ‘give up,’ and then time loop the entire point and have to start all over again.

Therefore, you specifically start with the Physical Action identified of the Memory to have a definitive starting point in and as your self forgiveness process, from which to ‘move in-depth’ into and as the entire manifested nature of you of yourself, that such a ‘seemingly insignificant point’ within a Memory reveals that ‘popped-up’ within your Mind – which was ‘crying because of being pushed’ off of a swing.

Also have a look – we started the ‘break-down’ investigation of the Memory from first identifying the Physical Action that the memory revealed which was Crying – which was the identified starting point, from which all else within the Memory/of the Memory ‘opened up’ and ‘revealed.’ Therefore the ‘importance’ of having a clear starting point from which to move – both within yourself and within that which you do.

Therefore see: A Memory isn’t ‘just a memory’ and the ‘act of crying’ isn’t just the ‘act of crying’ that was revealed within the Memory. You take a point, start and begin with what is revealed within it, as in starting your ‘break-down investigation’ from what the Memory revealed and also start with your self forgiveness process of the point the Memory revealed – to pull it through to its completeness in seeing/understanding/realising what the Memory revealed about yourself and pulling it through within the self forgiveness process; to finally release yourself from the Memory to be able to have a clear starting point as you. From and as which to stand in and as self corrective application in the physical here.

Continuing:

Moving onto Step Two:
The Self Forgiveness process of the Nature of the Physical Action identified:

Here you look at all that you have written down in regards to the Nature of the Physical Action as Step Two within the ‘break down investigation’ of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory by going through each point in detail and applying self forgiveness one and equal to the detail of your ‘investigative writing’ while observing the Nature of the Physical action as ‘cause’ or ‘reason’ for the manifested expression of the Physical Act which was identified as ‘Crying when shoved/pushed’ off of the swing.

This was the ‘first paragraph’ we wrote down:

You experienced ‘emotional/feeling turmoil’ the moment you were shoved to the ground by and through the others and experienced physical pain as you hit the ground, wherein you ‘gave into’ the ‘emotional/feeling turmoil’ within yourself – which was the ‘cause’ and ‘reason’ for the Physical Action wherein you ran off crying.

To take it to a ‘more personal practical example’ – when identifying the ‘Nature of the Physical Act’ that a Memory reveal/show of itself, you ask yourself this question:

What did I experience within me, that caused me to start Crying after I was shoved off of the swing? Or: what did I experience within me that was the cause/reason for the Physical Act identified of the Memory?

You look and see that it was emotions and feelings that came up inside you that caused the act of crying. In seeing this – you write it down for yourself beneath the first question you asked yourself in writing:

I experienced emotional/feeling turmoil the moment I was pushed to the ground by the others and experienced physical pain as I hit the ground.

Then the next question:

What is the accepted and allowed act within me – that manifested the expressed act of crying?

You look and see: It was ‘giving into’ the emotions/feelings that I experienced in that moment within me, ‘giving in to’ was me accepting and allowing the emotions/feelings to ‘take over’ and because of this act of ‘giving in to’ emotions/feelings, I manifested the expression of and as Crying. And this also you write down for yourself beneath the question you have written down for yourself.


From here – you start applying self forgiveness for the ‘starting point investigation process’ in regards to the Nature of the Physical Action, taking both questions asked and the insights and understandings thereof, and applying self forgiveness.

First question asked and the insight/understanding thereof:

What did I experience within me, that caused me to start Crying after I was shoved off of the swing? Or: What did I experience within me that was the cause/reason for the Physical Act identified of the Memory?

I experienced emotional/feeling turmoil the moment I was pushed to the ground by/through the others and experienced physical pain as I hit the ground.

Second question asked and the insight/understanding thereof:

What is the accepted and allowed act within me – that manifested the expressed act of crying?

I was ‘giving in to’ the emotions/feelings that I experienced in that moment within me. The ‘giving’ in to was me accepting and allowing the emotions/feelings to ‘take over’ and because of this act of ‘giving into’ emotions/feelings, I manifested the expression as Crying.
And this also you write down for yourself beneath the question you have written down for yourself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give in to the emotions and feelings existent within me; of me and as me in the moment when I was shoved off of the swing that manifested the expressed act of me as Crying.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the emotions/feelings within me, of me and as me to ‘take over’ the moment I was shoved off of the swing by the others which manifested the expressed act of me as Crying.

Within the self forgiveness process of the Nature of the Physical Action as Part Two of the ‘break-down investigation’ of the Jack-In-The-Box Memory – we’re only doing the self forgiveness process in itself You’ll see as we continue, how we incorporate the Practical Self Corrective Action insight/understanding/realisation within the self forgiveness process where we apply self forgiveness of you in your world pertaining to the Memory.

We’ll continue further within Part Eight Section (Six).

Bruce L.