Daily Interdimensional Diary:17 October 2008:Part Eight(Section4)
Daily Interdimensional Diary:
17 October 2008
God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 4)
I’ll move with you through this example with regards to the self forgiveness to be applied in specificity, as we discussed within the previous document – wherein, after you’ve identified the ‘Behavioural-Conditioning’ as ‘Habit’ from the ‘Jack-In-The-Box’ Memory as well as all else that is involved – you ‘start again from the beginning’ with the Memory itself to apply self forgiveness within the specific ‘break-down investigation’ of the Memory itself.
This self forgiveness, suggested to be applied aloud when possible – if not, then in written word; the sound of your voice as the living expression in and as sound as you, will indicate your self-honest expression or self-dishonest acceptances and allowances. Within and through and as sound expression here in self honesty as you, release the Memory from within and as the Physical, or to see/identify within yourself where manifested controls of self-definition exists, wherein you still want to hold onto the Memory itself.
See:
When self forgiveness is applied in self honesty – wherein your starting point is you here absolutely releasing this point as memory within yourself, because of the realisation/understanding of what you’re accepting and allowing yourself to exist as: your voice within applying self forgiveness aloud will be clear, stable and you’ll experience the sound as you express through and as your entire human physical body as you – in full, complete certain expression here. The REAL application of self forgiveness, in this ‘realness,’ changing the REALity that you have accepted and allowed yourself to be and become.
Herein your self forgiveness is you one and equal here – you releasing you within and through and as you, as self forgiveness.
When self forgiveness is applied within the starting point of ‘still wanting to hold onto the Memory as what the Memory represents as the representation of the Memory being part of your Self-Definition which you ‘fear losing’ – you’ll find the words spoken aloud within self forgiveness as ‘empty’ within a sense of ‘meaninglessness,’ as words spoken within a ‘belief’ that it ‘must be spoken’ – ‘to do it only to do it.’ Herein, it is not real. You’re merely ‘speaking the words’ – not ‘being the words as you one and equal in releasing you from the definition of you through you as self forgiveness here.
To apply self forgiveness within which you are REAL HERE – is to be real within your self forgiveness expression – is to absolutely realise that in your self honest self expression as self forgiveness, you’re releasing you to assist and support you to be able to ‘stand anew’ and no more be determined or defined through but a Memory.
I’d suggest before starting with self forgiveness as an expression of you that is REAL HERE, that is ACTual so that in your ACTions – you stand one and equal with and as that which you have applied self forgiveness in the expression of yourself as WORDS – wording yourself here, so that through and as the words expressed, you LIVE the WORDS in LIVING ACTion as self expression here in the physical, through and through, one and equal in self honesty:
How to write for yourself ‘who am I in and as self forgiveness here.’
Because self forgiveness and who you are as self forgiveness will be your primary self support and self assistance foundation in and as which you stand in this process – and the only point within which you are able to, for yourself, prove your self honesty to you (and especially self trust).
Because there will be no ‘proof’ of yourself for ‘confirmation’ of ‘who you are.’ You only have you yourself here with you here. To assist and support yourself in trusting you here is to be absolute in and as self forgiveness and self honesty; to live the change that is you practically here in and as the physical, together with your self forgiveness expressed and applied as you here in and as the physical.
Herein is your one and equal stance as you: Your Words and Actions in and as the Physical as One and Equal Here. Self honestly applying / expressing self forgiveness in the actual real release of your self-defined existence to be able to stand in self honest self corrective action. Only in this self-disciplined expression can self trust exist and be the only point you have for yourself to stand in and as and walk through this process within what is to come.
Therefore, I’d suggest being absolute as self forgiveness and assist and support yourself to walk the physical, practical, self-correction within stopping how you’ve accepted and allowed yourself to exist as within your actions pertaining to but a memory; to change you in REAL ACTUALITY HERE – and not just in perception/idea as belief.
The only way to ensure that your self forgiveness is real and self honest is to live the change practically here of that which you’ve applied self forgiveness. Self forgiveness together with self corrective action one and equal here; this is self honesty and living self trust.
Therefore, suggested to write ‘who you are as self forgiveness’ within which you express you as self forgiveness; how you will be assisting and supporting yourself as self forgiveness: a living statement of you as self forgiveness, as which you will stand as you and live as you. Herein but a simple point within which to assist and support you to live self trust as you stand as your living statement as self forgiveness and walk as it no matter what.
At the same time, within this writing – you’ll be able to see for yourself where, how and why you’re still accepting and allowing yourself to separate you from self forgiveness as the lived and applied one and equal existence of you as you here in the physical.
Realise that this entire process, your experience within it and ‘who you are’ is all ‘up to you.’ You are in your own hands to take self responsibility for you and live and apply and express the discipline to assist and support you to actually absolutely change here in and as and through the physical.
If self forgiveness is only applied with no actual self-change here in and as practical application in the physical – it’s useless, and no different to having conversations in your mind with thoughts wherein you only communicate with yourself and through utilizing knowledge and information to formulate ideas/perceptions/beliefs of yourself.
Self forgiveness is not a ‘communication’ or ‘way of speech.’ It is to be lived and expressed as a statement of you as ‘who you are’ that you live and express practically here in and as the physical.
Therefore, we start with self forgiveness – in writing, ‘who you are’ as self forgiveness – by and as which you stand for and as you to assist and support you as self forgiveness to walk here in every moment of breath self honestly by living the statement of you as you as self forgiveness to so start your expression of living self trust.
You will also find in living self forgiveness as you in practical application, wherein your words and actions is one and equal here in self honesty: that your self forgiveness and self-change within practical application in and as the physical will be specific, will be absolute and will be real. You will push yourself to stand here in self honesty and not accept/allow anything less than who you really. Within this, no ‘self-judgment’ exists when you see/realise you’ve ‘made a mistake’ or ‘missed a point’ but will realise the gift in it: To simply specify your self expression in words and actions.
Therefore, we start with the self forgiveness process of the Memory itself, then the Self forgiveness of you here currently existing as the Memory related to your world, and once this is done, we move onto the self corrective action as practical self-changed living here in and as the physical.
Let’s begin:
Self Forgiveness related to and as the Memory itself:
Here we ‘go to the origin’ – which is the Memory itself that manifested the becoming of self as a ‘manifested behavioural-condition’ as habit; and starts standing up from within and as the ‘origin’ that is the manifested cause of the ‘habit’ through self honest absolute self forgiveness, which you can only determine for and as you here.
So, we start with the Physical Action:
Realise here – common sense insight also necessary, to ‘see into’ the experience directly to specifically assist and support you so, in the specificity of self forgiveness. This will ‘develop’ as you walk this process of self forgiveness as you – to not be ‘limited’ only by what is revealed/shown to you in a Memory, but to be able to see directly the entirety of what the Memory represents and all that is involved within it.
The self forgiveness applied with the Memory – is suggested to be applied in ‘real-time,’ meaning you standing as you as a child here as the experience, applying self forgiveness within and as the current existence of you here with the insight/understanding you have at the moment with regards to the experience the Jack-In-The-Box Memory revealed.
Because the Memory in itself is existing in and as a real-time manifestation as a ‘live-memory-moment’ that replays within and as your physical human body over and over and over again – still ‘occurring’ / ‘existing’ within you, as though you are really experiencing it – without you even knowing about it, because it’s suppressed, manifested in and as your physical within the construct of ‘forgetting’.
Within applying self forgiveness here in ‘real-time’ – you’re applying self forgiveness here one and equal as the Memory, with the Memory – to release you from within the Memory as the Memory as that ‘part of you/experience of you’ that is ‘held in it’ within and as which you exist as ‘part of’ the definition of you of mind in separation of you here.
Therefore, you’re applying self forgiveness one and equal here as you – and not in separation of you, because the Memory in itself is you, it exists as you and of you within self-definition. Therefore, you have to release the Memory as in releasing that definition/experience of you of mind - by standing one and equal with and as you here as self forgiveness. To stand one and equal here as who you are in self honesty, and no more exist in separation of you as self-definition of a Memory of Mind.
We determined within the example as Memory wherein you were pushed/shoved off of the swing by another as crying – then you start:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to immediately cry when the other kids pushed me off of the swing, instead of standing up breathing and not accepting and allowing myself to take what was done unto me personally – but realising that they were doing it due to acceptances and allowances within themselves and had nothing to do with me personally.
Have a look in this self forgiveness example:
Applying self forgiveness specific according to the specific action that caused the crying and the crying itself.
‘I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to immediately cry when the other kids pushed me off of the swing,...’
Within the self forgiveness exists the realisation / insight of self corrective application.
‘..., instead of standing up breathing and not accepting and allowing myself to take what was done unto me personally.’
Also within the self forgiveness, the self-realisation point with regards to the action done unto me by another as to ‘why not necessary to have taken what was done unto me personally’
‘...but realising that they were doing it due to acceptances and allowances within themselves and had nothing to do with me personally.’
Herein, you take self forgiveness to its ‘completeness’ – wherein you apply self forgiveness within the action experienced towards you, together with the realisation/insight of the self corrective action with regards to ‘what you would do at this moment in being in such a position/experience’ and also the realisation/insight of why you would not react as in crying or take it personally but stand here in self honesty.
This is applying self forgiveness and at the same time assisting and supporting you within insight/realisation and the preparation of yourself within and for and as practical self corrective action.
So, within applying self forgiveness – take the point, within your self forgiveness through to the realisation/insight of practical living application as solution as well as your insight/understanding with regards to the self corrective application realisation/insight.
The point within this self forgiveness example was:
Applying self forgiveness for the accepted and allowed reaction of being shoved/pushed off of the swing.
The realisation/insight of practical living application as solution was:
Breathing, not accepting and allowing yourself to take what was done unto you personally
The insight/understand with regards to the self corrective application in itself was:
That it has nothing to do with you personally – they were exerting their acceptances and allowances of themselves out unto you.
Up to here is an example of how you ‘pull through’ the specificity with regards to self forgiveness; to assist and support you in realisation/insight as the ‘corrective application’ in words as words together with the self forgiveness applied for and as the point experienced.
This is ‘important’ to assist and support yourself with regards to ‘pulling the self forgiveness through to its completeness’ as it’ll assist and support you in ‘preparing the way before you’ within self corrective application in the physical here.
If you find you’re not able to immediately see the insight/understanding of the practical self corrective application and the realisation of the starting point as you in and as the practical self corrective application with regards to the point you’re applying self forgiveness for – take the following steps:
Apply self forgiveness for and as only the point itself as the Physical Action that was determined within the ‘breaking down’ of the Memory:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to cry when I was pushed/shoved off of the swing by/through the others.
Then you ask yourself the questions:
Within my current understanding in self honesty here, what will I do in such a moment:
I will not accept or allow myself to react or act in my emotions/feelings, but breathe through it, stand here and not accept or allow myself to take it personally, because I understand at this moment, that what was done unto me was not towards me personally, but they were exerting what was existent within them unto me as themselves.
Understand, we’re at the moment only looking at the self forgiveness with regards to a point – not yet the ‘practical living solution’ with regards to ‘how you’d assist and support the others as you’ to assist and support them to see/realise that what was done is unacceptable – not from a starting point of ‘spite’ or ‘blame’ but utilizing in such a moment common sense to direct you and them as the moment to see/realise what has been accepted and allowed = this point of ‘practical living solution’ we’ll come to.
Though – within ‘pulling through’ the self forgiveness to its completeness or through utilizing the step within asking yourself the question within which you write the self corrective application as living statement of you – you’re assisting and supporting you to see the self corrective application if you were to be in such a situation again. Which would be not to take it personally, not accept/allow yourself to react, but breathe here and realise that it wasn’t directed to/towards you personally.
Have a look at what was discussed thus far; the ‘who I am as self forgiveness in writing as you’ to live and stand as with you, by you. As you walk as a stable starting point, you establish for you as you here to walk from and as in every moment.
And also the ‘pulling through’ of self forgiveness to the realisation/insight of the practical self corrective application and the understanding of the self corrective application. And through utilizing the step-method in asking yourself the question of how you’d assist and support yourself in such an experience – to ‘write the self correction as you here.’ To prepare the way before you in and as actual physical self corrective application.
Bruce L.
17 October 2008
God of Man: The Physical: Part Eight (Section 4)
I’ll move with you through this example with regards to the self forgiveness to be applied in specificity, as we discussed within the previous document – wherein, after you’ve identified the ‘Behavioural-Conditioning’ as ‘Habit’ from the ‘Jack-In-The-Box’ Memory as well as all else that is involved – you ‘start again from the beginning’ with the Memory itself to apply self forgiveness within the specific ‘break-down investigation’ of the Memory itself.
This self forgiveness, suggested to be applied aloud when possible – if not, then in written word; the sound of your voice as the living expression in and as sound as you, will indicate your self-honest expression or self-dishonest acceptances and allowances. Within and through and as sound expression here in self honesty as you, release the Memory from within and as the Physical, or to see/identify within yourself where manifested controls of self-definition exists, wherein you still want to hold onto the Memory itself.
See:
When self forgiveness is applied in self honesty – wherein your starting point is you here absolutely releasing this point as memory within yourself, because of the realisation/understanding of what you’re accepting and allowing yourself to exist as: your voice within applying self forgiveness aloud will be clear, stable and you’ll experience the sound as you express through and as your entire human physical body as you – in full, complete certain expression here. The REAL application of self forgiveness, in this ‘realness,’ changing the REALity that you have accepted and allowed yourself to be and become.
Herein your self forgiveness is you one and equal here – you releasing you within and through and as you, as self forgiveness.
When self forgiveness is applied within the starting point of ‘still wanting to hold onto the Memory as what the Memory represents as the representation of the Memory being part of your Self-Definition which you ‘fear losing’ – you’ll find the words spoken aloud within self forgiveness as ‘empty’ within a sense of ‘meaninglessness,’ as words spoken within a ‘belief’ that it ‘must be spoken’ – ‘to do it only to do it.’ Herein, it is not real. You’re merely ‘speaking the words’ – not ‘being the words as you one and equal in releasing you from the definition of you through you as self forgiveness here.
To apply self forgiveness within which you are REAL HERE – is to be real within your self forgiveness expression – is to absolutely realise that in your self honest self expression as self forgiveness, you’re releasing you to assist and support you to be able to ‘stand anew’ and no more be determined or defined through but a Memory.
I’d suggest before starting with self forgiveness as an expression of you that is REAL HERE, that is ACTual so that in your ACTions – you stand one and equal with and as that which you have applied self forgiveness in the expression of yourself as WORDS – wording yourself here, so that through and as the words expressed, you LIVE the WORDS in LIVING ACTion as self expression here in the physical, through and through, one and equal in self honesty:
How to write for yourself ‘who am I in and as self forgiveness here.’
Because self forgiveness and who you are as self forgiveness will be your primary self support and self assistance foundation in and as which you stand in this process – and the only point within which you are able to, for yourself, prove your self honesty to you (and especially self trust).
Because there will be no ‘proof’ of yourself for ‘confirmation’ of ‘who you are.’ You only have you yourself here with you here. To assist and support yourself in trusting you here is to be absolute in and as self forgiveness and self honesty; to live the change that is you practically here in and as the physical, together with your self forgiveness expressed and applied as you here in and as the physical.
Herein is your one and equal stance as you: Your Words and Actions in and as the Physical as One and Equal Here. Self honestly applying / expressing self forgiveness in the actual real release of your self-defined existence to be able to stand in self honest self corrective action. Only in this self-disciplined expression can self trust exist and be the only point you have for yourself to stand in and as and walk through this process within what is to come.
Therefore, I’d suggest being absolute as self forgiveness and assist and support yourself to walk the physical, practical, self-correction within stopping how you’ve accepted and allowed yourself to exist as within your actions pertaining to but a memory; to change you in REAL ACTUALITY HERE – and not just in perception/idea as belief.
The only way to ensure that your self forgiveness is real and self honest is to live the change practically here of that which you’ve applied self forgiveness. Self forgiveness together with self corrective action one and equal here; this is self honesty and living self trust.
Therefore, suggested to write ‘who you are as self forgiveness’ within which you express you as self forgiveness; how you will be assisting and supporting yourself as self forgiveness: a living statement of you as self forgiveness, as which you will stand as you and live as you. Herein but a simple point within which to assist and support you to live self trust as you stand as your living statement as self forgiveness and walk as it no matter what.
At the same time, within this writing – you’ll be able to see for yourself where, how and why you’re still accepting and allowing yourself to separate you from self forgiveness as the lived and applied one and equal existence of you as you here in the physical.
Realise that this entire process, your experience within it and ‘who you are’ is all ‘up to you.’ You are in your own hands to take self responsibility for you and live and apply and express the discipline to assist and support you to actually absolutely change here in and as and through the physical.
If self forgiveness is only applied with no actual self-change here in and as practical application in the physical – it’s useless, and no different to having conversations in your mind with thoughts wherein you only communicate with yourself and through utilizing knowledge and information to formulate ideas/perceptions/beliefs of yourself.
Self forgiveness is not a ‘communication’ or ‘way of speech.’ It is to be lived and expressed as a statement of you as ‘who you are’ that you live and express practically here in and as the physical.
Therefore, we start with self forgiveness – in writing, ‘who you are’ as self forgiveness – by and as which you stand for and as you to assist and support you as self forgiveness to walk here in every moment of breath self honestly by living the statement of you as you as self forgiveness to so start your expression of living self trust.
You will also find in living self forgiveness as you in practical application, wherein your words and actions is one and equal here in self honesty: that your self forgiveness and self-change within practical application in and as the physical will be specific, will be absolute and will be real. You will push yourself to stand here in self honesty and not accept/allow anything less than who you really. Within this, no ‘self-judgment’ exists when you see/realise you’ve ‘made a mistake’ or ‘missed a point’ but will realise the gift in it: To simply specify your self expression in words and actions.
Therefore, we start with the self forgiveness process of the Memory itself, then the Self forgiveness of you here currently existing as the Memory related to your world, and once this is done, we move onto the self corrective action as practical self-changed living here in and as the physical.
Let’s begin:
Self Forgiveness related to and as the Memory itself:
Here we ‘go to the origin’ – which is the Memory itself that manifested the becoming of self as a ‘manifested behavioural-condition’ as habit; and starts standing up from within and as the ‘origin’ that is the manifested cause of the ‘habit’ through self honest absolute self forgiveness, which you can only determine for and as you here.
So, we start with the Physical Action:
Realise here – common sense insight also necessary, to ‘see into’ the experience directly to specifically assist and support you so, in the specificity of self forgiveness. This will ‘develop’ as you walk this process of self forgiveness as you – to not be ‘limited’ only by what is revealed/shown to you in a Memory, but to be able to see directly the entirety of what the Memory represents and all that is involved within it.
The self forgiveness applied with the Memory – is suggested to be applied in ‘real-time,’ meaning you standing as you as a child here as the experience, applying self forgiveness within and as the current existence of you here with the insight/understanding you have at the moment with regards to the experience the Jack-In-The-Box Memory revealed.
Because the Memory in itself is existing in and as a real-time manifestation as a ‘live-memory-moment’ that replays within and as your physical human body over and over and over again – still ‘occurring’ / ‘existing’ within you, as though you are really experiencing it – without you even knowing about it, because it’s suppressed, manifested in and as your physical within the construct of ‘forgetting’.
Within applying self forgiveness here in ‘real-time’ – you’re applying self forgiveness here one and equal as the Memory, with the Memory – to release you from within the Memory as the Memory as that ‘part of you/experience of you’ that is ‘held in it’ within and as which you exist as ‘part of’ the definition of you of mind in separation of you here.
Therefore, you’re applying self forgiveness one and equal here as you – and not in separation of you, because the Memory in itself is you, it exists as you and of you within self-definition. Therefore, you have to release the Memory as in releasing that definition/experience of you of mind - by standing one and equal with and as you here as self forgiveness. To stand one and equal here as who you are in self honesty, and no more exist in separation of you as self-definition of a Memory of Mind.
We determined within the example as Memory wherein you were pushed/shoved off of the swing by another as crying – then you start:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to immediately cry when the other kids pushed me off of the swing, instead of standing up breathing and not accepting and allowing myself to take what was done unto me personally – but realising that they were doing it due to acceptances and allowances within themselves and had nothing to do with me personally.
Have a look in this self forgiveness example:
Applying self forgiveness specific according to the specific action that caused the crying and the crying itself.
‘I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to immediately cry when the other kids pushed me off of the swing,...’
Within the self forgiveness exists the realisation / insight of self corrective application.
‘..., instead of standing up breathing and not accepting and allowing myself to take what was done unto me personally.’
Also within the self forgiveness, the self-realisation point with regards to the action done unto me by another as to ‘why not necessary to have taken what was done unto me personally’
‘...but realising that they were doing it due to acceptances and allowances within themselves and had nothing to do with me personally.’
Herein, you take self forgiveness to its ‘completeness’ – wherein you apply self forgiveness within the action experienced towards you, together with the realisation/insight of the self corrective action with regards to ‘what you would do at this moment in being in such a position/experience’ and also the realisation/insight of why you would not react as in crying or take it personally but stand here in self honesty.
This is applying self forgiveness and at the same time assisting and supporting you within insight/realisation and the preparation of yourself within and for and as practical self corrective action.
So, within applying self forgiveness – take the point, within your self forgiveness through to the realisation/insight of practical living application as solution as well as your insight/understanding with regards to the self corrective application realisation/insight.
The point within this self forgiveness example was:
Applying self forgiveness for the accepted and allowed reaction of being shoved/pushed off of the swing.
The realisation/insight of practical living application as solution was:
Breathing, not accepting and allowing yourself to take what was done unto you personally
The insight/understand with regards to the self corrective application in itself was:
That it has nothing to do with you personally – they were exerting their acceptances and allowances of themselves out unto you.
Up to here is an example of how you ‘pull through’ the specificity with regards to self forgiveness; to assist and support you in realisation/insight as the ‘corrective application’ in words as words together with the self forgiveness applied for and as the point experienced.
This is ‘important’ to assist and support yourself with regards to ‘pulling the self forgiveness through to its completeness’ as it’ll assist and support you in ‘preparing the way before you’ within self corrective application in the physical here.
If you find you’re not able to immediately see the insight/understanding of the practical self corrective application and the realisation of the starting point as you in and as the practical self corrective application with regards to the point you’re applying self forgiveness for – take the following steps:
Apply self forgiveness for and as only the point itself as the Physical Action that was determined within the ‘breaking down’ of the Memory:
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to cry when I was pushed/shoved off of the swing by/through the others.
Then you ask yourself the questions:
Within my current understanding in self honesty here, what will I do in such a moment:
I will not accept or allow myself to react or act in my emotions/feelings, but breathe through it, stand here and not accept or allow myself to take it personally, because I understand at this moment, that what was done unto me was not towards me personally, but they were exerting what was existent within them unto me as themselves.
Understand, we’re at the moment only looking at the self forgiveness with regards to a point – not yet the ‘practical living solution’ with regards to ‘how you’d assist and support the others as you’ to assist and support them to see/realise that what was done is unacceptable – not from a starting point of ‘spite’ or ‘blame’ but utilizing in such a moment common sense to direct you and them as the moment to see/realise what has been accepted and allowed = this point of ‘practical living solution’ we’ll come to.
Though – within ‘pulling through’ the self forgiveness to its completeness or through utilizing the step within asking yourself the question within which you write the self corrective application as living statement of you – you’re assisting and supporting you to see the self corrective application if you were to be in such a situation again. Which would be not to take it personally, not accept/allow yourself to react, but breathe here and realise that it wasn’t directed to/towards you personally.
Have a look at what was discussed thus far; the ‘who I am as self forgiveness in writing as you’ to live and stand as with you, by you. As you walk as a stable starting point, you establish for you as you here to walk from and as in every moment.
And also the ‘pulling through’ of self forgiveness to the realisation/insight of the practical self corrective application and the understanding of the self corrective application. And through utilizing the step-method in asking yourself the question of how you’d assist and support yourself in such an experience – to ‘write the self correction as you here.’ To prepare the way before you in and as actual physical self corrective application.
Bruce L.
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