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hello kevin. the last past few weeks have been experimental , experienced discoveries for I to have discovered, to have interlaced into my self as I am , as I seem to be in my self as myself , but in every breath still not the I , not the "we" who I actually am. Confusing, but what is exactely not confusing in this materialistation of thoughts which they turn out to be MATERIALIZED. Well , to be carrying on with this "quest" of "straightonity" , thoughts will may-be the absolute manifestation of… Continue

In 1991 I had to go on continuing studying at the secondary school, the grammar school. I was nearly eleven then. At that time I began changing my way of thinking and I could´nt await becoming a teenager. With the Iraq War 1 flashing all day and night on the news and Germany becoming one again after over 40 years in 1989 I had my first impressions of the world and took them along with me. The first school day was very exciting. This time I wasn´t facing my new environment with fe… Continue

At the age of six years I joined primary school finding myself once again in a completely unknown enviroment understanding that I and the other kids would be going to be tested for the coming four years in the usual knowledges. Fact was once again, I did not know anyone here. Watching the kids laughing and talking to eachother because they knew each other from the other Kindergardens made me feel sad. I wanted to know them aswell. Ripped out of the enviroment of my fellow friends a… Continue