Posted by Rocco Lopez on June 4, 2008 at 5:30am —
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Djoere's natural father called - I could see his caller id - I didn't answer the phone, just didn't want to hear his voice, didn't want to be bothered by him. I asked Djoere if he wanted to speak with him, but no, he didn't want to, so ok, we didn't answer the phone.
Many many years I waited for him to call, to notice us, me, Djoere - he never did. Now it doesn't matter if he never calls again - lol, now I rather wished he didn't. Because I have not yet really freed myself from this - still got…
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Posted by Ingrid on June 1, 2008 at 4:06am —
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We are down to the wire...Hopefully one of my designs w…
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Posted by Aidana WillowRaven on May 26, 2008 at 8:23pm —
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I had some violence twice in my life when it was sever. One I
was in the hospital and the assaulter tried to get in the
hospital to finish me off! The other one was my parter who
beat me up often.
I asked the question after awhile of why me? I am a good
person, I do not harm people.. etc.
what came to me at the time, was what I was doing was,
getting attracted to these people that had problems and I
wanted to help them. LOL haha funny now because it was me
reaching to help me. I would tell them…
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Posted by Adele on May 26, 2008 at 12:07am —
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I could not get into my other blog to post
so I will do it HERE. hehe
My Dad and Me
Boy are we alot alike
He is lazy
Lazy in the sense that he does not do anything that does not serve him
I am not judging him at all, I am just noticing how I much I ran my life similar to him.
Also understand that every one does only things that are self serving in the sense that we do only things that we hope or expect an out come that we perceive will benefit us.
This is my dad. He always kept a job and ma…
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Posted by Adele on May 26, 2008 at 12:02am —
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I have just added on…
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Posted by Aidana WillowRaven on May 18, 2008 at 4:33am —
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hello kevin.
the last past few weeks have been experimental , experienced discoveries for I to have discovered, to have interlaced into my self as I am , as I seem to be in my self as myself , but in every breath still not the I , not the "we" who I actually am. Confusing, but what is exactely not confusing in this materialistation of thoughts which they turn out to be MATERIALIZED. Well , to be carrying on with this "quest" of "straightonity" , thoughts will may-be the absolute manifestation of…
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Posted by Kevin on May 13, 2008 at 11:30pm —
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The new CEO of Virgin Media, Neil Berkett, has openly stated in an interview that they think net neutrality is “a load of bollocks” and claimed they're already doing deals to deliver some people’s content faster than others. They would then put websites and services that don't pay Virgin in the "slow lane", meaning those sites would load slowly and cause most users to give up using them, feeling forced…
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Posted by Ingrid on April 19, 2008 at 5:41pm —
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Since I have such a large network of skilled friends in their crafts spread across such a wide range of networks;
Yahoo Groups, Ning, MySpace, Goodreads, Shelfari & countless others, I noticed not everyone was able to be interactive with my cover cr…
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Posted by Aidana WillowRaven on April 12, 2008 at 1:04am —
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am watching this vid of Matti about how the ego supports. And yes, I do experience that, and I've noticed many times before, this reaction in my chest, of expectation - and what I do is immediately put some kind of armour around me so the comments or 'worse' no comments at all :) wont hurt me.
And I notice, I observe but DID NOT direct myself, did not script myself, but kept on lingering on these old habits, old creations. I did not move, I just observed, fooling myself that's good enough.
Eno…
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Posted by Ingrid on April 8, 2008 at 3:03am —
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Now I know what to do, now I understand: scripting myself. Haa, it's like a veil has come off my head or whatever. Directing myself. Do sf on whatever comes up. Creating. Deleting. Creating.
Early this morning I woke up, sexually aroused, but still very sleepy - maybe I dreamt, I can't remember - anyway, I started masturbating, just a second or two and then I realised what I was doing and immediately stated I didn't want to feed this unified field and stopped. Felt asleep rightaway. So cool! I…
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Posted by Ingrid on April 8, 2008 at 2:44am —
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The following covers except for
Shiloh's Daughter have been entered in May 2008's Best Cover Art competition at
The Author's Lounge.
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Posted by Aidana WillowRaven on April 6, 2008 at 2:46am —
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to submit: ww onderwerpen; aanvullen; voorstellen; indienen; beweren
hmmmm me onderwerpen aan, heb me onderworpen aan...
Ik vergeef mezelf dat ik van mezelf heb geaccepteerd en toegestaan om me te onderwerpen aan de kritische eisen van Ingolf vroeger uit angst hem kwijt te raken. Ik vergeef mezelf dat ik van mezelf heb geaccepteerd en toegestaan om mezelf kleiner te maken dan ik ben uit angst een kopje kleiner gemaakt te worden. Ik vergeef mezelf dat ik van mezelf heb geaccepteerd en toegestaa…
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Posted by Ingrid on April 5, 2008 at 3:54am —
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Since many of the pics lately have been quite hard to see, I am breaking down the latest cover I am doing for 4RV Publishing into parts in hopes you all can give me an honest critique of this cover before it goes to press.
If ya'll see any errors… Continue
Posted by Aidana WillowRaven on April 1, 2008 at 10:30pm —
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We're trying something new, Yuwie social network. If you want to check or join, click the banner :)
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Posted by Ingrid on March 20, 2008 at 5:53pm —
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I've uploaded some music - music I've liked and cherished for a great part of my life, because of the memories attached to them. Listening to them makes me feel the same way as before. So great I could upload them and listen and watch my reactions.
First the more 'sensitive' ones - those I have downloaded before and are on my computer. Have to go and look for some others, more 'swinging' ones, ah like Aretha Franklin, my oh my have I danced on her songs:) - to explore what/who is swinging.
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Posted by Ingrid on March 11, 2008 at 5:00pm —
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In 1991 I had to go on continuing studying at the secondary school, the
grammar school. I was nearly eleven then. At that time I began changing my way of thinking and I could´nt await becoming a teenager. With the Iraq War 1 flashing all day and night on the news and Germany becoming one again after over 40 years in 1989 I had my first impressions of the world and took them along with me.
The first school day was very exciting. This time I wasn´t facing my new environment with fe…
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Posted by Kevin on March 9, 2008 at 5:30am —
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At the age of six years I joined
primary school finding myself once again in a completely unknown enviroment understanding that I and the other kids would be going to be tested for the coming four years in the usual knowledges. Fact was once again, I did not know anyone here. Watching the kids laughing and talking to eachother because they knew each other from the other Kindergardens made me feel sad. I wanted to know them aswell. Ripped out of the enviroment of my fellow friends a…
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Posted by Kevin on March 7, 2008 at 11:30pm —
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There is one Law that exists: Oneness and Equality. There is one Law that has always existed: Oneness and Equality – That which you are, who I am – you will experience within and without. The inner one and equal with the outer.
The question is: Is this Law – oneness and equality, as that which you accept and allow you to be one with and equal to – you will experience, manifest and create within you and your world, actually understood?
And furthermore the question: Why has it not been noticed, r…
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Posted by Sunette on March 5, 2008 at 9:18pm —
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STOP!
What has recently (a few moments ago) opened up is: STOP! And it ‘works’ as follows:
We have come to define ourselves, ‘who I am’ as the mind – this includes words, behaviour, mannerism, experience, ideas, pre-conceptions, perceptions, belief, how we see things, how we interpret things, how we experience things, how we understand things, our entire ‘outlook’ unto ourselves, this world and others – more so related to ‘how we would define words and our experience and understanding within i…
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Posted by Sunette on March 5, 2008 at 6:02pm —
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Lately I have been battling with myself. That is what it is, a battle with self. I seem to have zero patience, and all two leggeds annoy me. So, this is me, and not doing my self honesty. Doing is the key here. I felt like I was trying, howevr; I was not. I have been so stressed out lately and I am pretty sure I know why. It is me! There cannot be a separation, it isn't all that hard to "get it" withn your intellectual level, it has to be moved to your action level. What good is it to "know" som…
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Posted by Denise on February 24, 2008 at 2:11pm —
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my tree of life interview helped me notice some things about myself.
I find it fascinating how many subtle levels of suppression I allow in me, how I mask my suppression behind my apparent 'non attachment' to certain things, instead of being totally self honest about every area, every issue and construct within me. I realize I have not looked at my personal attachments to relationships honestly enough, and I have convinced myself that I don't need any part of a relationship when in fact I can ob…
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Posted by Matti on February 24, 2008 at 11:02am —
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