Mirror-self

...Self-Reflections

I Pause... breath in self reflective forgivness toward correction...

...and breath out as self- honesty here as all, now.

My process of self honesty through self forgivness and realization toward self-honesty

I cannot really add the self purification just yet, and just stare into the self movement as I am in a state of inertia and vertigo as I climb down to stand up... so all the realities are colliding... as soon as my behaviour toward myself changes I can add to this, my process...it is like I am waiting for this to happen, making me query if I am just flowing with the systems, waiting for 'that time' where it's 'easy' to purify.. come down off those pedistals of intoxicating thoughts, feelings and emotions besides the physically fortuitious juices & resins of virture we train ourselves toward to touch the inner core with a little break from it all, keeping us in the cycle of feeding. So I move me to carry on writing to start.

Well, I am surfing and came across dancewithme...so, At this moment, my work (self-driven...) is at an all time low, responsibilities are met with confrontation lets say... bit like being at school and conflicting with the teacher but the teacher is inside me l0l ... so movement in any direction has me trapped, self inflicted of course... So, after many reads and coming across the vast connectivity between people in the process of self honesty I see firstly that I am not unique, alone or special in this ... as in the human physical introspection I have had the mind systems bombard me with the ironic justifications of being different or special ... this has spiralled into 'wow, I'm super' factors of delight polarities to ...the other pole of 'shame he must be special' ... hanging,reboot.. communication breakdown, damaged goods. For none were me...

Where the equator touches the poles

Here... and so in the now, the oppurtunity as ever ..the turn, the self movement and standing up is seen and realised, in every moment, in every breath stays. I add to my process that if standing up and breaking out of the pre-programmed hypnosis of the path of lest resistance to a self-serving nature is too difficult or awkward .. then, when it is harder not to breath there is the anomily of the option to just let go and breath...l0l a system vacume.

As you
Jul